I am sorry to Inform my readers that this post has been removed because an individual whom I dated is concerned that their right to privacy has somehow been compromised, although Ive never used more than a first name of someone, unless I have received permission from that individual to use their surname.
I've spent the past several months being threatened, being called a nice assortment of colorful names, etc. I had to change my phone number to stop being harassed and threatened via text.
So _ _ _, you have gotten what you wanted. Leave me alone. Leave my family alone.
Sunday, August 12, 2012
Friday, March 20, 2009
My Magical Life
This is why my life is a dream to me.
On Saturday 14 March, the family returned to Washingon from vacation. I came back to work on Sunday, and since then, lifes felt more "dreamlike."
My first and only customer on Sunday had a birthdate of 11-11. As is common right now, this woman is having a very difficult time making a decision right now. As I was trying to "close" her on the idea of buying a car, most of her objections were fear based.I simply gave her silent blessings of abundance and inner peace, and she went on her way.
I took Monday and Tuesday off and enjoyed time with my family.
Wednesday was a very financially abundant day. I sold a car to an elderly woman, who had lost her husband six months prior. The transaction was easy. She was downsizing to one car. I made a good amount of profit, and she was given red carpet service. I even drove out to her house to pick up the second car she was trading. Her birthday was 11-3, and when I picked the car up from being detailed, it was 7:11 PM.
Yesterday was interesting. I received a phone call from a customer who was inquiring about of specific car. He had an East Indian name, and I was looking forward to meeting him. I pulled the car up off the front line, and when I hopped in, the time read 10:31 (my birthday) and the clock was off by a little bit as is often the case with "lot cars." An hour an a half later, just as I approached my first customer of the day, he called and cancelled our apointment. At first, I felt myself getting upset. However, after spending an hour with my new customer, I was reminded how everything is purposeful.
He was in his late fourties. Very "boistrous" some might have even labeled him as "obnoxious." I just believe this was a defense mechanism, and his way of dealing with the "percieved" conflict or confrontation that he was about to have with a "car salesman."
I got him to lighten up a bit after about a half hour. I kept trying to get him to drive the SUV. I called Shanna and bet her a $100.00 this customer would have an 11 combination birthday. She wouldn't bet me.
He pulled out his license so I could make him a "demo" permit for the test drive. His birthday was 11-12. I went out and picked an SUV of the same model he was looking at to drive. I opened the door and sat down. I knew before I turned on the the key I would see something cool. I turned on the key and the digital clock read 1:12. I opened up my cell phone, because I knew that wasn't the real time, and it read 11:44.
He didn't buy the SUV. However, at some point today, I think he and his wife will be back. I can't wait to see her birthday.
I got off work around 3:00. I couldn't go home because Beau had baseball practice until around 4:30. I called Supercuts to see if Kathy (been cutting my mop for ten years) was working. She wasn't. So as usual, in times that I have time and dont know what to do with myself, I drive aimlessly, being led by "spirit." Boy was it cool.
I pulled off the freeway by the Supercuts, just to see who was working. The light in front of me was red. The old beat of chevy blazer had a HUGE "peace" symbol in the back window and three bumper stickers. The first said, "Drop Food Not Bombs." The second read, "Bring Them Home Now," and the third said something like, "War Kills Hundreds of Innocent People Daily."
This message completely resonated with me because I abhor war now. There was nothing significant on the plate. I looked at my digital clock and it read 3:33.
I drove around some more. Got prizes for everyone at home, got coffee, and went and picked Beau up. We decided to go get more coffee.
As we were approaching the freeway on ramp, THE SAME BLAZER pulled in front of me, and onto the freeway. I pointed out the blazer to beau, and the time on the digital clock read 4:44. I actually pointed out both "synchronicities" to Beau. Sometimes when I babble on about this stuff to him, I think he thinks I'm crazy...LOL
Anyway, I hope you enjoyed this blog....Just remember, its all magical, and you play a very key role in creating it.
You are so much more than you think you are.
Namaste
blayne
On Saturday 14 March, the family returned to Washingon from vacation. I came back to work on Sunday, and since then, lifes felt more "dreamlike."
My first and only customer on Sunday had a birthdate of 11-11. As is common right now, this woman is having a very difficult time making a decision right now. As I was trying to "close" her on the idea of buying a car, most of her objections were fear based.I simply gave her silent blessings of abundance and inner peace, and she went on her way.
I took Monday and Tuesday off and enjoyed time with my family.
Wednesday was a very financially abundant day. I sold a car to an elderly woman, who had lost her husband six months prior. The transaction was easy. She was downsizing to one car. I made a good amount of profit, and she was given red carpet service. I even drove out to her house to pick up the second car she was trading. Her birthday was 11-3, and when I picked the car up from being detailed, it was 7:11 PM.
Yesterday was interesting. I received a phone call from a customer who was inquiring about of specific car. He had an East Indian name, and I was looking forward to meeting him. I pulled the car up off the front line, and when I hopped in, the time read 10:31 (my birthday) and the clock was off by a little bit as is often the case with "lot cars." An hour an a half later, just as I approached my first customer of the day, he called and cancelled our apointment. At first, I felt myself getting upset. However, after spending an hour with my new customer, I was reminded how everything is purposeful.
He was in his late fourties. Very "boistrous" some might have even labeled him as "obnoxious." I just believe this was a defense mechanism, and his way of dealing with the "percieved" conflict or confrontation that he was about to have with a "car salesman."
I got him to lighten up a bit after about a half hour. I kept trying to get him to drive the SUV. I called Shanna and bet her a $100.00 this customer would have an 11 combination birthday. She wouldn't bet me.
He pulled out his license so I could make him a "demo" permit for the test drive. His birthday was 11-12. I went out and picked an SUV of the same model he was looking at to drive. I opened the door and sat down. I knew before I turned on the the key I would see something cool. I turned on the key and the digital clock read 1:12. I opened up my cell phone, because I knew that wasn't the real time, and it read 11:44.
He didn't buy the SUV. However, at some point today, I think he and his wife will be back. I can't wait to see her birthday.
I got off work around 3:00. I couldn't go home because Beau had baseball practice until around 4:30. I called Supercuts to see if Kathy (been cutting my mop for ten years) was working. She wasn't. So as usual, in times that I have time and dont know what to do with myself, I drive aimlessly, being led by "spirit." Boy was it cool.
I pulled off the freeway by the Supercuts, just to see who was working. The light in front of me was red. The old beat of chevy blazer had a HUGE "peace" symbol in the back window and three bumper stickers. The first said, "Drop Food Not Bombs." The second read, "Bring Them Home Now," and the third said something like, "War Kills Hundreds of Innocent People Daily."
This message completely resonated with me because I abhor war now. There was nothing significant on the plate. I looked at my digital clock and it read 3:33.
I drove around some more. Got prizes for everyone at home, got coffee, and went and picked Beau up. We decided to go get more coffee.
As we were approaching the freeway on ramp, THE SAME BLAZER pulled in front of me, and onto the freeway. I pointed out the blazer to beau, and the time on the digital clock read 4:44. I actually pointed out both "synchronicities" to Beau. Sometimes when I babble on about this stuff to him, I think he thinks I'm crazy...LOL
Anyway, I hope you enjoyed this blog....Just remember, its all magical, and you play a very key role in creating it.
You are so much more than you think you are.
Namaste
blayne
Saturday, March 14, 2009
What Does it All Mean???
I just returned from a week long vacation in San Diego, with several of my family members. As with all things that “happen” in my life, I knew this trip would be purposeful and eventful.
In the past, my writing has focused on what appears to be “good” synchronicity. Although many “good” things did happen on this trip, I will focus on a few things that happened that weren’t that fun to deal with, although very purposeful I’m sure.
On 3-12-08 many of my family members were sitting down to dinner in one of our condo’s when my partner Shanna ran in the room with a terreified look on her face and said, there is a fire in room 409, someone call 911.
Several of my family members, grabbed fire extinguishers, water, and whatever alse we could think of that could help put out a fire.
As we ran down the hallway, I saw thick white smoke billowing from a room. A young African-American teenager was standing in the hallway with a terrified look on her face. As my brother, my son, and myself entered the room it was almost impossible to see. Heavy white smoke filled the room, and two people were spraying extinguishers at the stove. Moments after we entered the room, the fire was put out.
Smoke continued to fill the room, and I began to choke, as were everyone in the room. I dropped to my knees, crawled through to room, looking for anyone left in the room. Once I knew the room was clear, I ran down the stairs to let the reception desk know the fire was under control.
It was all “very slow motion” as is often the case when individuals explain traumatic situations.
By this time three San Diego Fire Department trucks pulled up to the condominium complex.
Two firefighters entered the building, and I motioned them to follow me to the room, because in the confusion, they weren’t given the room number.
With the fire department personel running up the stairs behind me, I guided them upstairs to the room. The young lady was still in the hallway, very panic stricken. I stayed in the hallway, assuring her everything was OK.
Moments later, I entered the room, looked at the digital clock on the stove, and the time read 7:17. WOW.
I went back to my room, and we all finished eating dinner. The family sat and ate, going over what happened with each other, in an attempt to process what had just happened, as is often the case when people are involved in traumatic situations.
I had an intuition to go back to the room to check on the family. I walked back down the hallway, this time the smoke had cleared. The family was in the room, and the condo maintinance personell were cleaning up the mess that was left behind.
I knocked on the door, and the father, an African-American male that appeared to be distraught answered the door. I told him I had been one of the first people to respond to the fire, and I wanted to make sure his daughter was OK.
I entered the room, looked at the click on the stove once again, and the time was 8:18. WOW again!
I thought this was going to be the end of my traumatic experience on this trip. Boy was I wrong.
The next day (3-13-09) my family and I enjoyed the day at the San Diego Zoo. Sometime during the day my partner Shanna told me she had had a few visions earlier that day. One was of my daughter Tehya bleeding, and the other was of my partner and my son embraced in a loving hug.
I was very careful all day to make sure my daughter stayed away from any possibility of getting herself into any kind of trouble, particularly around the animal enclosures.
We had been told by my cousin to go to a hamburger joint in La Jolla called, "Jeff’s Burgers." According to my cousin, these are the best burgers in The State of California. As you will read, we never had a chance to eat one. Hopefully on our next trip to San Diego we will all get to see if the burgers are as good as one of the Lannan cousins says they are.
We spent the afternoon at La Jolla Beach. My daughter played in the ocean, my mom and dad watched. My partner and my brother went on a run on the beach, my son rented a surfboard to surf, and I hung out taking it all in.
As dinner time drew nearer, I began to get excited about trying one of these famous burgers.
As a family we entered the burger joint, and decided to wait until my uncle, aunt, and gramma drove from their condo to join us.
My son and I walked out of the burger joint to take in a few more sights before the rest of the family arrived for dinner. My son Beau and I were walking down the sidewalk, and I had an intuition to look at the time on my cell phone. I opened up my phone and the time read 6:16.
Not more than 10 seconds later I heard my daughter scream in a way I have never heard before. Beau and I raced for the door to Jeff's Burgers.
Once again, what happened over the next ten minutes felt like slow motion, and felt very, very dreamlike.
My son and I raced back into the restaurant. My mom had my daughter in her arms with a semi panicked look on her face. My dad looked terrified, and so did my brother. As my mom moved the hair out of my four year old daughters face, I saw blood streaming down her forehead. I grabbed her out of my moms arms, looked at her feeling completely helpless, as I saw her skull. I have to admit at this point I panicked a little too. I knew I had to be stoic, because I didn’t want her to see the fear I had in my eyes.
In my 42 years of life, working in some very traumatic environments in the military, in the juvenile prison, and in law enforcement, I have never seen a head laceration as bad as I saw on my daughter’s forehead.
According to witness’s, the employees had stacked several “bar mats” in front of some steps, in preparation to close at 7:00PM. My daughter was following my partner to the bathroom when she tripped on the mats, and landed face first on the step.
The cut went completely to the bone. In my estimation, the cut was about ¼ inch deep, and about 2 ½ inches long. My mom, a nurse with about 30 years of experience handed me a stack of napkins so I could apply pressure to my daughters head as she was screaming and shaking uncontrollably.
I applied pressure, and someone called 911. I felt completely helpless as I held her in my arms, trying to comfort her. For a few minutes, I felt as if I might lose my beautiful little girl.
Initially, we were going to wait for an ambulance to arrive, but as a family we decided to drive her to the nearest emergency room as quickly as possible
My family came together as a very effective, calm team. My dad drove, my brother pulled up hospitals on his “I-phone” and navigated, my son embraced Shanna in a loving embrace, assuring her that everything would be OK, my mom reassured me, and we raced to a hospital.
I was worried my daughter was going to go into shock, so I kept talking to her, rocking her, and asking her questions. She began to get lethargic, and I began to get really worried. I pulled the pressure dressing away from her head, my dad looked at her, and I could see the shock and fear in his eyes too.
We raced to the hospital. By the time we got there, she had stopped screaming, but appeared to be getting more lethargic.
We all ran into the emergency room, where she was triaged quickly. Her vital signs were good, and her head seemed intact. The triage nurse calmed Shanna and I, and Tehya too.
My mom continued to reassure us, as she continued to ask Tehya questions to make sure she was alert.
Initially, the ER staff were going to give her local anesthetic around the wound and then stitch it up. However, in the end, they opted to sedate here because she was aware of her surroundings, knew her name, knew where she was, etc.
A plastic surgeon was called in from another hospital, she was sedated, and he did an amazing job at putting my daughter’s forehead back together.
The entire process took about four hours.
When we were being discharged, I looked at the paperwork, and was amazed when I looked at the time she was officially admitted to the emergency room. The time in military time on the paperwork read 1911 hours, or 7:11 PM. Wow again!
My dad had stayed with us through the entire ordeal. He left a few minutes earlier to get the van he had rented for the vacation. When we all hopped in the van to go home, I looked at the time on the digital clock and it was 11:17. Wow again!
As I sit writing tonight, I am still struggling to find the purpose in the amount of trauma my family experienced in less than a 24 hour period.
I wonder often why this is happening to me. I wonder what all the purpose and significance these events will have in our lives, and I am very aware that not all “synchronicity” is “good” synchronicity.
Shanna has begun to experience numerical phenomena in her life too. After it was all over, she reminded me again of the ”vision” she had experienced earlier that day at the San Diego Zoo.
All this "stuff" really boggles my mind at times, and much of the time I struggle to find the meaning of it all, and why it is happening to me.
In the end, I am reminded of the fragility of life, and the fact our loved ones can be taken in an instant. Once again I am reminded to love and embrace all of my loved ones, and let them know as often as possible how much I love them.
Thanks for listening. Please, please, please....if you are in a conflict with a loved one or a friend, move past it and get on with loving them all unconditionally.
I wish you all peace and harmony, and purpose in your lives.
Namaste
blayne
In the past, my writing has focused on what appears to be “good” synchronicity. Although many “good” things did happen on this trip, I will focus on a few things that happened that weren’t that fun to deal with, although very purposeful I’m sure.
On 3-12-08 many of my family members were sitting down to dinner in one of our condo’s when my partner Shanna ran in the room with a terreified look on her face and said, there is a fire in room 409, someone call 911.
Several of my family members, grabbed fire extinguishers, water, and whatever alse we could think of that could help put out a fire.
As we ran down the hallway, I saw thick white smoke billowing from a room. A young African-American teenager was standing in the hallway with a terrified look on her face. As my brother, my son, and myself entered the room it was almost impossible to see. Heavy white smoke filled the room, and two people were spraying extinguishers at the stove. Moments after we entered the room, the fire was put out.
Smoke continued to fill the room, and I began to choke, as were everyone in the room. I dropped to my knees, crawled through to room, looking for anyone left in the room. Once I knew the room was clear, I ran down the stairs to let the reception desk know the fire was under control.
It was all “very slow motion” as is often the case when individuals explain traumatic situations.
By this time three San Diego Fire Department trucks pulled up to the condominium complex.
Two firefighters entered the building, and I motioned them to follow me to the room, because in the confusion, they weren’t given the room number.
With the fire department personel running up the stairs behind me, I guided them upstairs to the room. The young lady was still in the hallway, very panic stricken. I stayed in the hallway, assuring her everything was OK.
Moments later, I entered the room, looked at the digital clock on the stove, and the time read 7:17. WOW.
I went back to my room, and we all finished eating dinner. The family sat and ate, going over what happened with each other, in an attempt to process what had just happened, as is often the case when people are involved in traumatic situations.
I had an intuition to go back to the room to check on the family. I walked back down the hallway, this time the smoke had cleared. The family was in the room, and the condo maintinance personell were cleaning up the mess that was left behind.
I knocked on the door, and the father, an African-American male that appeared to be distraught answered the door. I told him I had been one of the first people to respond to the fire, and I wanted to make sure his daughter was OK.
I entered the room, looked at the click on the stove once again, and the time was 8:18. WOW again!
I thought this was going to be the end of my traumatic experience on this trip. Boy was I wrong.
The next day (3-13-09) my family and I enjoyed the day at the San Diego Zoo. Sometime during the day my partner Shanna told me she had had a few visions earlier that day. One was of my daughter Tehya bleeding, and the other was of my partner and my son embraced in a loving hug.
I was very careful all day to make sure my daughter stayed away from any possibility of getting herself into any kind of trouble, particularly around the animal enclosures.
We had been told by my cousin to go to a hamburger joint in La Jolla called, "Jeff’s Burgers." According to my cousin, these are the best burgers in The State of California. As you will read, we never had a chance to eat one. Hopefully on our next trip to San Diego we will all get to see if the burgers are as good as one of the Lannan cousins says they are.
We spent the afternoon at La Jolla Beach. My daughter played in the ocean, my mom and dad watched. My partner and my brother went on a run on the beach, my son rented a surfboard to surf, and I hung out taking it all in.
As dinner time drew nearer, I began to get excited about trying one of these famous burgers.
As a family we entered the burger joint, and decided to wait until my uncle, aunt, and gramma drove from their condo to join us.
My son and I walked out of the burger joint to take in a few more sights before the rest of the family arrived for dinner. My son Beau and I were walking down the sidewalk, and I had an intuition to look at the time on my cell phone. I opened up my phone and the time read 6:16.
Not more than 10 seconds later I heard my daughter scream in a way I have never heard before. Beau and I raced for the door to Jeff's Burgers.
Once again, what happened over the next ten minutes felt like slow motion, and felt very, very dreamlike.
My son and I raced back into the restaurant. My mom had my daughter in her arms with a semi panicked look on her face. My dad looked terrified, and so did my brother. As my mom moved the hair out of my four year old daughters face, I saw blood streaming down her forehead. I grabbed her out of my moms arms, looked at her feeling completely helpless, as I saw her skull. I have to admit at this point I panicked a little too. I knew I had to be stoic, because I didn’t want her to see the fear I had in my eyes.
In my 42 years of life, working in some very traumatic environments in the military, in the juvenile prison, and in law enforcement, I have never seen a head laceration as bad as I saw on my daughter’s forehead.
According to witness’s, the employees had stacked several “bar mats” in front of some steps, in preparation to close at 7:00PM. My daughter was following my partner to the bathroom when she tripped on the mats, and landed face first on the step.
The cut went completely to the bone. In my estimation, the cut was about ¼ inch deep, and about 2 ½ inches long. My mom, a nurse with about 30 years of experience handed me a stack of napkins so I could apply pressure to my daughters head as she was screaming and shaking uncontrollably.
I applied pressure, and someone called 911. I felt completely helpless as I held her in my arms, trying to comfort her. For a few minutes, I felt as if I might lose my beautiful little girl.
Initially, we were going to wait for an ambulance to arrive, but as a family we decided to drive her to the nearest emergency room as quickly as possible
My family came together as a very effective, calm team. My dad drove, my brother pulled up hospitals on his “I-phone” and navigated, my son embraced Shanna in a loving embrace, assuring her that everything would be OK, my mom reassured me, and we raced to a hospital.
I was worried my daughter was going to go into shock, so I kept talking to her, rocking her, and asking her questions. She began to get lethargic, and I began to get really worried. I pulled the pressure dressing away from her head, my dad looked at her, and I could see the shock and fear in his eyes too.
We raced to the hospital. By the time we got there, she had stopped screaming, but appeared to be getting more lethargic.
We all ran into the emergency room, where she was triaged quickly. Her vital signs were good, and her head seemed intact. The triage nurse calmed Shanna and I, and Tehya too.
My mom continued to reassure us, as she continued to ask Tehya questions to make sure she was alert.
Initially, the ER staff were going to give her local anesthetic around the wound and then stitch it up. However, in the end, they opted to sedate here because she was aware of her surroundings, knew her name, knew where she was, etc.
A plastic surgeon was called in from another hospital, she was sedated, and he did an amazing job at putting my daughter’s forehead back together.
The entire process took about four hours.
When we were being discharged, I looked at the paperwork, and was amazed when I looked at the time she was officially admitted to the emergency room. The time in military time on the paperwork read 1911 hours, or 7:11 PM. Wow again!
My dad had stayed with us through the entire ordeal. He left a few minutes earlier to get the van he had rented for the vacation. When we all hopped in the van to go home, I looked at the time on the digital clock and it was 11:17. Wow again!
As I sit writing tonight, I am still struggling to find the purpose in the amount of trauma my family experienced in less than a 24 hour period.
I wonder often why this is happening to me. I wonder what all the purpose and significance these events will have in our lives, and I am very aware that not all “synchronicity” is “good” synchronicity.
Shanna has begun to experience numerical phenomena in her life too. After it was all over, she reminded me again of the ”vision” she had experienced earlier that day at the San Diego Zoo.
All this "stuff" really boggles my mind at times, and much of the time I struggle to find the meaning of it all, and why it is happening to me.
In the end, I am reminded of the fragility of life, and the fact our loved ones can be taken in an instant. Once again I am reminded to love and embrace all of my loved ones, and let them know as often as possible how much I love them.
Thanks for listening. Please, please, please....if you are in a conflict with a loved one or a friend, move past it and get on with loving them all unconditionally.
I wish you all peace and harmony, and purpose in your lives.
Namaste
blayne
Friday, February 20, 2009
Divine Timing, Gut Feelings, Intuition, and 1111
Hello all who found your way to this Blog. If you are reading this, there is purpose in you doing so.
Since my awakening began I have been bombarded with "numbers." Through research I believe I have found its meaning.
Along the same line, I believe we are guided by a universal intelligence I choose to call God. Some people call it "gut feelings" or "intuition" or coincidence.
I am here to tell you there are absolutely no coincidences. Moment by moment, day in and day out, every interaction you have, everything that "stresses" you out, everything that brings you joy, does so with complete perfection.
To that end however, science is now showing us that our thoughts are much more powerful that we ever thought possible, and our "realities" truly are the product of our "thoughts."
It was when I began to live in "present" moment awareness that I began to see that God speaks to us through everything and everyone. It is only when we are "aware" enough that we begin to see this simple truth.
Last night I was led to the closest store from my home, about 5 miles away, at about 8:45 to get a cigar.
As I entered the main road, the car of the license plate in front of me read 999-@#$. When I arrived at the store there were two cars in the parking lot. One read 999-^&%, and the other read 818-@#$.
Inside the store, along with the korean store owner were two women. One appeared to be in here mid thirties, and the other in her mid eighties.
The topic of the conversation was the impending doom and financial crisis. The young woman spoke from a place of lack and fear, while the old woman smiled.
In the end, I had a chance to speak with the older woman for about ten minutes. When our eyes locked I realized why I had been led to the store. She was driving an old beat up Honda much like mine, while the younger woman drove a big SUV.
We spoke about "purpose" and faith, and the higher order and perfection of the universe even in what appears to be complete chaos.
We both agreed that "simpler" times are upon us, but that it is actually forcing families to depend upon one another, and that is not a bad thing by any means.
Her car license plate read 999-*(&.
Namaste
blayne
Since my awakening began I have been bombarded with "numbers." Through research I believe I have found its meaning.
Along the same line, I believe we are guided by a universal intelligence I choose to call God. Some people call it "gut feelings" or "intuition" or coincidence.
I am here to tell you there are absolutely no coincidences. Moment by moment, day in and day out, every interaction you have, everything that "stresses" you out, everything that brings you joy, does so with complete perfection.
To that end however, science is now showing us that our thoughts are much more powerful that we ever thought possible, and our "realities" truly are the product of our "thoughts."
It was when I began to live in "present" moment awareness that I began to see that God speaks to us through everything and everyone. It is only when we are "aware" enough that we begin to see this simple truth.
Last night I was led to the closest store from my home, about 5 miles away, at about 8:45 to get a cigar.
As I entered the main road, the car of the license plate in front of me read 999-@#$. When I arrived at the store there were two cars in the parking lot. One read 999-^&%, and the other read 818-@#$.
Inside the store, along with the korean store owner were two women. One appeared to be in here mid thirties, and the other in her mid eighties.
The topic of the conversation was the impending doom and financial crisis. The young woman spoke from a place of lack and fear, while the old woman smiled.
In the end, I had a chance to speak with the older woman for about ten minutes. When our eyes locked I realized why I had been led to the store. She was driving an old beat up Honda much like mine, while the younger woman drove a big SUV.
We spoke about "purpose" and faith, and the higher order and perfection of the universe even in what appears to be complete chaos.
We both agreed that "simpler" times are upon us, but that it is actually forcing families to depend upon one another, and that is not a bad thing by any means.
Her car license plate read 999-*(&.
Namaste
blayne
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Coincidence Vs. Synchronicity
Hello to all reading this blog.
Very early on in my spiritual awakening, I began to notice "things" that were occurring in my life that seemed to timely to be coincidental.
From pondering a life question, and getting my answer from the next song I heard on the radio, to getting the answer I was looking for in a conversation between a cashier and a customer at a grocery store.
What I understand as my truth and my reality now is that God (whatever your idea of God is) talks to us in a variety of ways, and methods.
If we listen, pay attention, and live from a place of love and intuition, we will always find the answers we are looking for.
Most of us live in a constant state of struggle and fear. This severs our connection with the infinate source of all things that I choose to call God.
The problem with living in a state of struggle, uncertainty, and fear, is that we tend to create the reality around us that we are trying to avoid at all cost, just by putting energy and thought into those "things" we fear most.
The reason for this is simple. Whatever we focus upon, whatever our thoughts are, and how we view ourselves in relationship to the world at large tends to become our reality.
If you want a different "reality" in your life there is really only one way to accomplish that goal.
Start living and thinking and "feeling" as if what you "want" in life...is your current reality.
The truth is, you are a very powerful creator. Being "great," having a large amount of financial abundance, etc...etc...is not something that is set aside for special people.
I am given tangible proof this works on a daily basis. Sometimes it doesn't work as quickly as I would like it too. To that end however, I do understand there is a much higher purpose in all things.
I may not get what I want on a day to day basis, but I do get exactly what I need.
There are no coincidences in life. If you pay attention, and grow in awareness, and live in "present moment awareness" this simple truth will become self evident to you.
The quickest way to manifest the life you want to live is by believing you already "have" it. The second part of this is having the faith to know what you desire is on the way. The third part of this process is called "surrender."
Thanks for listening, and thanks for letting me share.
Namaste
blayne
Very early on in my spiritual awakening, I began to notice "things" that were occurring in my life that seemed to timely to be coincidental.
From pondering a life question, and getting my answer from the next song I heard on the radio, to getting the answer I was looking for in a conversation between a cashier and a customer at a grocery store.
What I understand as my truth and my reality now is that God (whatever your idea of God is) talks to us in a variety of ways, and methods.
If we listen, pay attention, and live from a place of love and intuition, we will always find the answers we are looking for.
Most of us live in a constant state of struggle and fear. This severs our connection with the infinate source of all things that I choose to call God.
The problem with living in a state of struggle, uncertainty, and fear, is that we tend to create the reality around us that we are trying to avoid at all cost, just by putting energy and thought into those "things" we fear most.
The reason for this is simple. Whatever we focus upon, whatever our thoughts are, and how we view ourselves in relationship to the world at large tends to become our reality.
If you want a different "reality" in your life there is really only one way to accomplish that goal.
Start living and thinking and "feeling" as if what you "want" in life...is your current reality.
The truth is, you are a very powerful creator. Being "great," having a large amount of financial abundance, etc...etc...is not something that is set aside for special people.
I am given tangible proof this works on a daily basis. Sometimes it doesn't work as quickly as I would like it too. To that end however, I do understand there is a much higher purpose in all things.
I may not get what I want on a day to day basis, but I do get exactly what I need.
There are no coincidences in life. If you pay attention, and grow in awareness, and live in "present moment awareness" this simple truth will become self evident to you.
The quickest way to manifest the life you want to live is by believing you already "have" it. The second part of this is having the faith to know what you desire is on the way. The third part of this process is called "surrender."
Thanks for listening, and thanks for letting me share.
Namaste
blayne
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
A Message From A Lightworker
When I was first compelled to sit down and write this piece, I wanted to call it WAKE THE @#$% UP. I thought that may alienate the reader, so I chose the above title.
On 7-1-07 I began a radical spiritual transformation. I still don’t know why or how it happened. I can speculate, and wonder, and in the end it doesn’t matter. Sometimes I look up to the heavens and ask “why” me, and the answer I always get is, “why not you?”
Initially I thought the world was going to end in 2012. I still believe we are in the midst of a “consciousness shift/awakening” that will culminate in 2012, however, it has grown into so much more than that now. I have written at least 100 pages of text, that outlines the unusual, spiritual, and unexplainable happenings that have occurred and continue to occur on a very regular basis since 7-1-07
Some of my readers will call me “crazy,” and I am ok with that. Some of what I am going to write today could get me labeled as “terrorist” by my Government, if current legislation passes, and I am ok with that too. I have accepted everything that may come to pass as a result of writing this.
You see, through my 18 months of research I have learned there are “people” of all ages, all colors, creeds, and denominations globally that are being awoken to the truth. These individuals are called “lightworkers.” They are here with one purpose in mind. They are here to teach us of our “oneness.” They are here to teach us we are made of the same substance of the air around us, the forest’s we walk through, the cars that we drive, and the stars millions of light-years away. They are here to teach us through the Universal Law of Attraction that our thoughts are powerful enough to manifest material goods into our lives, as well as foster change halfway across the globe.
You and are so much more than you think you are. You are a highly evolved spiritual being, having a very, very, brief human experience. You were sent here with a specific purpose, and the date of your birth and death were written before you got here.
You are light reflecting light! You have the ability to create whatever reality you chose to create. That’s how powerful you are. Many of us believe that we are forced to live in the reality that has been created for us. I suggest that this may be true, however with this new knowledge, it is possible to begin “re-creating” a better reality for those of us to come.
You don’t have to sit powerless over your circumstances, even if they feel insurmountable, because within you there is something called “pure-potential.” The way to tap into “pure potential” is through silence, meditation, stillness, and being in nature. When you experience it you will know.
Don’t take my word for any of this. Do a little research. Instead of sitting down in front of a TV to watch the latest installment of “Cops,” or watching the “news” to get your daily update and whats happening around the globe, sit down at your computer and google some of what I’m going to be writing about.
I stay away from the TV and the news. I like some of the funny stuff, and History and Discovery Channel. The media by design is there to “feed” you information in a very controlled manner. Educated people can be very dangerous.
If you would like to know how to create an amazing life for you and your loved ones, look up Quantum Physics or Quantum Mechanics. Google the Law of Attraction. Better yet, read and (or) watch “The Secret.” Read works by spiritual individual like Deepak Chopra, Wayne Dyer, and Dan Millman. Look at quotes from Einstein, Lincoln, Ghandi, Martin Luther King, and John F. Kennedy.
There are so many enlightened/highly spiritually evolved individuals out there right now with so much to share.
The message is simple. We can be a planet of Peace, Harmony, and Abundance for All. The most effective way in this process is through peaceful action. Violence in any form, from a persons home, to a war torn battlefield only brings about more violence. Einstein and Ghandi understood this truth, as do so many enlightened individuals today
Humanity is at a crossroads right now. Do we destroy ourselves in the name of money, war, weapons, greed, corruption, etc.. or do we proceed to create a new humanity.
I was tought from a very early age that my religion was the only right religion. I guess I just accepted that for a long time. When I was in the military I pondered the taking of another human life, because he was “the bad guy.” Thank God I never had to do that, but at the time I just accepted the idea, thinking that If I killed for what was “right” and “just” the I was doing it in the name of God, and God was on our side.
I can’t support a God that would condone the killing of another human being for any reason. The bottom line for me is this. That “bad guy” based on his values and beliefs, by what he has been “tought” thinks you are the “bad guy.”
I don’t believe God ever intended any of what has happened to Humanity. I believe this problem is man made, in the name of money. Money is not the root of all evil. Evil individuals with a lot of money is the root of all evil.
The problem is we were taught there is not enough “stuff” to go around, and that if we don’t have the most powerful military on earth to protect our stuff, the bad guys are going to come take our stuff. This is the notion of “lack,” it isn’t real, and you would do well to dismiss it.
As a start, think about a world where all its people learned to share its resources for the good of all. There would be no need for militaries. Think about the surplus of money this would create.
The fact is there is more than enough to go around. There always has been and there always will be. It’s a Universal Law, and thus must be followed by the universe.
47% of the global economy is controlled by 247 people. There is a purpose for this. This fact alone has caused more injustice than I can even begin to explain
The Federal Reserve Act of 1913 placed the control of the economy of a few men. This was achieved by creating “fear” and “panic” in the stock market by bankers in 1907.
The problem is it was created in secrecy by bankers. Its content was kept secret from the public, and it was passed into law on December 23rd 1913 when many members were home for the Christmas Holiday.
The Federal Reserve is a complete fraud, and the Federal Reserve Act of 1913 is illegal. It created “credit” which has kept governments, people and nations in debt since its inception. This was not done by coincidence or random circumstance. It was masterminded by a few clever bankers, and it’s design was to keep humanity indebted.
The United States Tax Code is illegal. There are currently many former IRS attorneys and agents that have refused to pay their taxes because they know the truth. Most individuals are to scared to take on the IRS, because they don’t want to go to jail.
Have you ever attempted to digest any US Tax Code. I have. I can tell you first hand it is both difficult to read and almost impossible to understand. Random occurrence or design? I suggest the latter. If the average man and woman can’t understand it, or get to frustrated reading it, the likelihood he or she will question it is highly unlikely.
The events that unfolded on 9-11-2001 are not as they appear. Our network news left a lot out. So did our government.
The outcome of 9-11-01 was an American Society that was afraid of getting on a plane with someone wearing a robe or a head-dress. It created fear.
The result was the United States Patriot Act. At surface level, and what we were “told” through the normal media melodrama, was this Act was designed to protect us.
After examination I believe our forefathers are turning in their graves as a result of it’s outcome.
Under our noses, at the guise of protecting us from “terror” and those would be “terrorists” the Act has taken away certain “freedom’ we were afforded in out Constitution and Bill of Rights, and brought our “free” society one step closer to a closed society that is becoming strikingly familiar to Germany during World War II.
There is current legislation on the table in Congress (HR 1955) that will continue to erode away at the civil liberties thus great country was founded upon.
It is called the “Homegrown” Terrorism Act, and if this bill or similar bills are passed, it could mean the end of “free speech” as we know it.
Once again, don’t take my word for it. I’m just a middle class car salesman from Olympia Washington.
You could start by Googling the following. HR 1955, The United States Patriot Act, The 9-11 cover up, The Rothschild Conspiracy, The Federal Reserve Fraud, Freedom-Fascism, Naomi Wolf. Once you get started, it will blow your mind.
Everything that is happening globally that oppresses individuals in any form is done so by design. It is not moral, and in many cases is simply not legal.
We have been led down the wrong path. We have been led to believe we are simply a victim of circumstance.
The social injustice that happens each day, globally to many millions of innocent men, women, and children, turns my stomach. What infuriates me the most is the knowing it was never meant to be this way.
What I know for certain is if I end up immersed in any culture around this great planet, on any given day, I would find a people who’s dreams are very similar to mine. They want peace, harmony, and abundance for their family. They abhor violence, and they can see a better way.
So, from a Lightworker, I am here to help. Listen to these words. You are divinity incarnate. You are capable of manifesting change. You are not a haphazard victim of your current circumstance. Through your thoughts and actions you can help humanity become peace.
You can sit idly by, while we inch forward to the inevitable destruction of this amazing place, or you can wake up and begin the process of changing yourself. One individual at a time, you can be the change.
On 7-1-07 I began a radical spiritual transformation. I still don’t know why or how it happened. I can speculate, and wonder, and in the end it doesn’t matter. Sometimes I look up to the heavens and ask “why” me, and the answer I always get is, “why not you?”
Initially I thought the world was going to end in 2012. I still believe we are in the midst of a “consciousness shift/awakening” that will culminate in 2012, however, it has grown into so much more than that now. I have written at least 100 pages of text, that outlines the unusual, spiritual, and unexplainable happenings that have occurred and continue to occur on a very regular basis since 7-1-07
Some of my readers will call me “crazy,” and I am ok with that. Some of what I am going to write today could get me labeled as “terrorist” by my Government, if current legislation passes, and I am ok with that too. I have accepted everything that may come to pass as a result of writing this.
You see, through my 18 months of research I have learned there are “people” of all ages, all colors, creeds, and denominations globally that are being awoken to the truth. These individuals are called “lightworkers.” They are here with one purpose in mind. They are here to teach us of our “oneness.” They are here to teach us we are made of the same substance of the air around us, the forest’s we walk through, the cars that we drive, and the stars millions of light-years away. They are here to teach us through the Universal Law of Attraction that our thoughts are powerful enough to manifest material goods into our lives, as well as foster change halfway across the globe.
You and are so much more than you think you are. You are a highly evolved spiritual being, having a very, very, brief human experience. You were sent here with a specific purpose, and the date of your birth and death were written before you got here.
You are light reflecting light! You have the ability to create whatever reality you chose to create. That’s how powerful you are. Many of us believe that we are forced to live in the reality that has been created for us. I suggest that this may be true, however with this new knowledge, it is possible to begin “re-creating” a better reality for those of us to come.
You don’t have to sit powerless over your circumstances, even if they feel insurmountable, because within you there is something called “pure-potential.” The way to tap into “pure potential” is through silence, meditation, stillness, and being in nature. When you experience it you will know.
Don’t take my word for any of this. Do a little research. Instead of sitting down in front of a TV to watch the latest installment of “Cops,” or watching the “news” to get your daily update and whats happening around the globe, sit down at your computer and google some of what I’m going to be writing about.
I stay away from the TV and the news. I like some of the funny stuff, and History and Discovery Channel. The media by design is there to “feed” you information in a very controlled manner. Educated people can be very dangerous.
If you would like to know how to create an amazing life for you and your loved ones, look up Quantum Physics or Quantum Mechanics. Google the Law of Attraction. Better yet, read and (or) watch “The Secret.” Read works by spiritual individual like Deepak Chopra, Wayne Dyer, and Dan Millman. Look at quotes from Einstein, Lincoln, Ghandi, Martin Luther King, and John F. Kennedy.
There are so many enlightened/highly spiritually evolved individuals out there right now with so much to share.
The message is simple. We can be a planet of Peace, Harmony, and Abundance for All. The most effective way in this process is through peaceful action. Violence in any form, from a persons home, to a war torn battlefield only brings about more violence. Einstein and Ghandi understood this truth, as do so many enlightened individuals today
Humanity is at a crossroads right now. Do we destroy ourselves in the name of money, war, weapons, greed, corruption, etc.. or do we proceed to create a new humanity.
I was tought from a very early age that my religion was the only right religion. I guess I just accepted that for a long time. When I was in the military I pondered the taking of another human life, because he was “the bad guy.” Thank God I never had to do that, but at the time I just accepted the idea, thinking that If I killed for what was “right” and “just” the I was doing it in the name of God, and God was on our side.
I can’t support a God that would condone the killing of another human being for any reason. The bottom line for me is this. That “bad guy” based on his values and beliefs, by what he has been “tought” thinks you are the “bad guy.”
I don’t believe God ever intended any of what has happened to Humanity. I believe this problem is man made, in the name of money. Money is not the root of all evil. Evil individuals with a lot of money is the root of all evil.
The problem is we were taught there is not enough “stuff” to go around, and that if we don’t have the most powerful military on earth to protect our stuff, the bad guys are going to come take our stuff. This is the notion of “lack,” it isn’t real, and you would do well to dismiss it.
As a start, think about a world where all its people learned to share its resources for the good of all. There would be no need for militaries. Think about the surplus of money this would create.
The fact is there is more than enough to go around. There always has been and there always will be. It’s a Universal Law, and thus must be followed by the universe.
47% of the global economy is controlled by 247 people. There is a purpose for this. This fact alone has caused more injustice than I can even begin to explain
The Federal Reserve Act of 1913 placed the control of the economy of a few men. This was achieved by creating “fear” and “panic” in the stock market by bankers in 1907.
The problem is it was created in secrecy by bankers. Its content was kept secret from the public, and it was passed into law on December 23rd 1913 when many members were home for the Christmas Holiday.
The Federal Reserve is a complete fraud, and the Federal Reserve Act of 1913 is illegal. It created “credit” which has kept governments, people and nations in debt since its inception. This was not done by coincidence or random circumstance. It was masterminded by a few clever bankers, and it’s design was to keep humanity indebted.
The United States Tax Code is illegal. There are currently many former IRS attorneys and agents that have refused to pay their taxes because they know the truth. Most individuals are to scared to take on the IRS, because they don’t want to go to jail.
Have you ever attempted to digest any US Tax Code. I have. I can tell you first hand it is both difficult to read and almost impossible to understand. Random occurrence or design? I suggest the latter. If the average man and woman can’t understand it, or get to frustrated reading it, the likelihood he or she will question it is highly unlikely.
The events that unfolded on 9-11-2001 are not as they appear. Our network news left a lot out. So did our government.
The outcome of 9-11-01 was an American Society that was afraid of getting on a plane with someone wearing a robe or a head-dress. It created fear.
The result was the United States Patriot Act. At surface level, and what we were “told” through the normal media melodrama, was this Act was designed to protect us.
After examination I believe our forefathers are turning in their graves as a result of it’s outcome.
Under our noses, at the guise of protecting us from “terror” and those would be “terrorists” the Act has taken away certain “freedom’ we were afforded in out Constitution and Bill of Rights, and brought our “free” society one step closer to a closed society that is becoming strikingly familiar to Germany during World War II.
There is current legislation on the table in Congress (HR 1955) that will continue to erode away at the civil liberties thus great country was founded upon.
It is called the “Homegrown” Terrorism Act, and if this bill or similar bills are passed, it could mean the end of “free speech” as we know it.
Once again, don’t take my word for it. I’m just a middle class car salesman from Olympia Washington.
You could start by Googling the following. HR 1955, The United States Patriot Act, The 9-11 cover up, The Rothschild Conspiracy, The Federal Reserve Fraud, Freedom-Fascism, Naomi Wolf. Once you get started, it will blow your mind.
Everything that is happening globally that oppresses individuals in any form is done so by design. It is not moral, and in many cases is simply not legal.
We have been led down the wrong path. We have been led to believe we are simply a victim of circumstance.
The social injustice that happens each day, globally to many millions of innocent men, women, and children, turns my stomach. What infuriates me the most is the knowing it was never meant to be this way.
What I know for certain is if I end up immersed in any culture around this great planet, on any given day, I would find a people who’s dreams are very similar to mine. They want peace, harmony, and abundance for their family. They abhor violence, and they can see a better way.
So, from a Lightworker, I am here to help. Listen to these words. You are divinity incarnate. You are capable of manifesting change. You are not a haphazard victim of your current circumstance. Through your thoughts and actions you can help humanity become peace.
You can sit idly by, while we inch forward to the inevitable destruction of this amazing place, or you can wake up and begin the process of changing yourself. One individual at a time, you can be the change.
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Whats It All Mean?
The past few weeks have been interesting to say the least. Sometimes very dreamlike and magical, and sometimes so frustrating I don’t want to deal with it anymore. If it weren’t for the 1111, present moment awareness, and what I believe my higher purpose is, I think I might have given up.
Two weeks ago tomorrow, Washington State was hit with the biggest snow storm in 50 years. It has further crippled an already battered industry.
The auto industry and my livelihood has seen a steady decrease in sales since our mini “crash” this fall. I keep seeing 11 multiple birthdays, addresses, license plates, times on digital clocks when I get into cars, and so on, that gives me the sense of being right where I’m supposed to be at that moment, even if I don’t want to be there sometimes. Lately, as I yearn to be of service, it makes it more difficult
The last time I sold a car was on December 21st. Two people came in looking for a 4X4, and I knew we were meant to meet from the moment our eyes met. We talked about synchronicity, law of attraction, present moment awareness, and how we both believe we are on the verge of a consciousness shift the likes of something we can only imagine. I think I pulled the car out at 2:22. I’m certain there was more to our meeting than just a car deal. Those are the times its most magical for me.
Since then it has been a struggle. The last Saturday of the month historically is a very big day in the industry. So, although beaten and battered I trudged in today with I smile on my face…through the rain and the snow. My mom is down here visiting from Alaska, and she called me from my son’s wrestling match. I really wanted to be there to support my son and hang out with my mom, who I see twice a year. But I couldn’t because as it stands this month is the worst in 6 years. I felt myself get angry, and guilty, and then I cried. That happened a couple of times today. I ran into three people to talk too today. The trend continues to be people who are very analytical who are having a hard time deciding to spend money.
The first had a birthday of 10-12. When I pulled the car out for a test drive the digital clock read 1:21. The actual time was about 12:15. She drove the car and left. The next customers came in and drove three SUV’s. I spent about 2 hours with them. I felt like I connected with her. Her birthday was 2-20. The first car I pulled out, the clock read 2:22, and that was the actual time. I smiled and said thank you, because historically for me this means a car deal. The second I pulled out read 3:31. The last one read 4:14, and I was sure I was going to sell them something. In the end they drove away to another dealership. What I thought was going to be productive today ended in frustration.
I left work not knowing what to think. I was frustrated and angry, yet I have a sense that all will be well. I was driving down my road and I was brought back into “presence.” At that moment It felt like I was floating or moving through liquid and I had an intuition that said, “you are so much more than you think you are, your view of “reality” is very limited, you will be amazed. I looked at the clock and it read 6:19.
The first thing that came to mind when I saw that combination was that I am a very spiritual being, limited by my current physical reality, and I am on the right path so that my physical reality catches up with my spiritual reality.
The rest of the evening has been pretty magical. I got off the couch to eat at 7:17 and again at 8:08. I get 808 a lot. It’s the area code of Hawaii. I feel I have a connection to that island like I have a connection to Australia. One of my goals is to write books and teach from Hawaii.
The last time I looked at the clock since I have been writing was at 11:31 and just now at 12:12.
What’s it all mean, and why does my physical reality seem to be getting more difficult when in my spiritual reality I am told that everything is working with exact timing and purpose.
Sometimes I think I’m this Guru at having all this stuff figured out and sometimes I’m left in confusion and awe.
All in all I am gracious. I try to give more than I take every day.
I wish you all peace, love and abundance.
Namaste
blayner
Two weeks ago tomorrow, Washington State was hit with the biggest snow storm in 50 years. It has further crippled an already battered industry.
The auto industry and my livelihood has seen a steady decrease in sales since our mini “crash” this fall. I keep seeing 11 multiple birthdays, addresses, license plates, times on digital clocks when I get into cars, and so on, that gives me the sense of being right where I’m supposed to be at that moment, even if I don’t want to be there sometimes. Lately, as I yearn to be of service, it makes it more difficult
The last time I sold a car was on December 21st. Two people came in looking for a 4X4, and I knew we were meant to meet from the moment our eyes met. We talked about synchronicity, law of attraction, present moment awareness, and how we both believe we are on the verge of a consciousness shift the likes of something we can only imagine. I think I pulled the car out at 2:22. I’m certain there was more to our meeting than just a car deal. Those are the times its most magical for me.
Since then it has been a struggle. The last Saturday of the month historically is a very big day in the industry. So, although beaten and battered I trudged in today with I smile on my face…through the rain and the snow. My mom is down here visiting from Alaska, and she called me from my son’s wrestling match. I really wanted to be there to support my son and hang out with my mom, who I see twice a year. But I couldn’t because as it stands this month is the worst in 6 years. I felt myself get angry, and guilty, and then I cried. That happened a couple of times today. I ran into three people to talk too today. The trend continues to be people who are very analytical who are having a hard time deciding to spend money.
The first had a birthday of 10-12. When I pulled the car out for a test drive the digital clock read 1:21. The actual time was about 12:15. She drove the car and left. The next customers came in and drove three SUV’s. I spent about 2 hours with them. I felt like I connected with her. Her birthday was 2-20. The first car I pulled out, the clock read 2:22, and that was the actual time. I smiled and said thank you, because historically for me this means a car deal. The second I pulled out read 3:31. The last one read 4:14, and I was sure I was going to sell them something. In the end they drove away to another dealership. What I thought was going to be productive today ended in frustration.
I left work not knowing what to think. I was frustrated and angry, yet I have a sense that all will be well. I was driving down my road and I was brought back into “presence.” At that moment It felt like I was floating or moving through liquid and I had an intuition that said, “you are so much more than you think you are, your view of “reality” is very limited, you will be amazed. I looked at the clock and it read 6:19.
The first thing that came to mind when I saw that combination was that I am a very spiritual being, limited by my current physical reality, and I am on the right path so that my physical reality catches up with my spiritual reality.
The rest of the evening has been pretty magical. I got off the couch to eat at 7:17 and again at 8:08. I get 808 a lot. It’s the area code of Hawaii. I feel I have a connection to that island like I have a connection to Australia. One of my goals is to write books and teach from Hawaii.
The last time I looked at the clock since I have been writing was at 11:31 and just now at 12:12.
What’s it all mean, and why does my physical reality seem to be getting more difficult when in my spiritual reality I am told that everything is working with exact timing and purpose.
Sometimes I think I’m this Guru at having all this stuff figured out and sometimes I’m left in confusion and awe.
All in all I am gracious. I try to give more than I take every day.
I wish you all peace, love and abundance.
Namaste
blayner
Thursday, December 11, 2008
The Awakening is Happening
Yesterday I received an email from a friend who deals with 1111 phenomena on a regular/increasing basis.
She is the co-creator of a documentary movie about "energy healing" called "Well, The Movie."
The email was an invitation to a website called " I Take The Vow.Com"
It appears this is Deepak Chopra's latest venture, and what an amazing idea it is.
On a completeley different subject, yet synchronistice nonetheless, I was standing on our lot about 5:30 PM last night when an old Ford Truck pulled on the lot. A woman a little older than me got out of the truck and inquired about used Kia vans.
I showed her our used inventory, and eveything was out of her price range. I walked her inside and sat down at my desk to get her a business card.
I pulled a generic business card out of my desk and wrote my name and cell number on it. I handed the card to her, and she looked at it carefully.
The look on her face was one of wonder and amazement as she looked up at me and began telling me a story.
You see, In September 2001 I moved from the Shelton Washington field office of the Washington State Department of Corrections to Conduct and write pre-sentence investigations in Tacoma Washington.
The woman sitting before me yesterday was the woman who took my desk and my position when I left the Shelton field office nearly 8 years ago.
During the past few weeks I was struggling with guilt and shame over what happened with DOC.
What happened yesterday, especially after sharing my story with her, and my awakening, and all the amazing things that have happened to me since my awakening, gave me yet another opportunity to heal. I believe the universe forced me to do so, and continues to do so, because that is what I need to move past it, and to give me some clarity about my purpose.
It also reminded me that nothing happens by accident or coincidence. Everything, absolutely everything happens with complete purpose.
Thank you for taking the time to read this blog...if you like what you read, and if it resonates with you, please share it with your friends.
Namaste
blayne
She is the co-creator of a documentary movie about "energy healing" called "Well, The Movie."
The email was an invitation to a website called " I Take The Vow.Com"
It appears this is Deepak Chopra's latest venture, and what an amazing idea it is.
On a completeley different subject, yet synchronistice nonetheless, I was standing on our lot about 5:30 PM last night when an old Ford Truck pulled on the lot. A woman a little older than me got out of the truck and inquired about used Kia vans.
I showed her our used inventory, and eveything was out of her price range. I walked her inside and sat down at my desk to get her a business card.
I pulled a generic business card out of my desk and wrote my name and cell number on it. I handed the card to her, and she looked at it carefully.
The look on her face was one of wonder and amazement as she looked up at me and began telling me a story.
You see, In September 2001 I moved from the Shelton Washington field office of the Washington State Department of Corrections to Conduct and write pre-sentence investigations in Tacoma Washington.
The woman sitting before me yesterday was the woman who took my desk and my position when I left the Shelton field office nearly 8 years ago.
During the past few weeks I was struggling with guilt and shame over what happened with DOC.
What happened yesterday, especially after sharing my story with her, and my awakening, and all the amazing things that have happened to me since my awakening, gave me yet another opportunity to heal. I believe the universe forced me to do so, and continues to do so, because that is what I need to move past it, and to give me some clarity about my purpose.
It also reminded me that nothing happens by accident or coincidence. Everything, absolutely everything happens with complete purpose.
Thank you for taking the time to read this blog...if you like what you read, and if it resonates with you, please share it with your friends.
Namaste
blayne
Friday, November 21, 2008
Chris Lannan
You are in mythoughts and prayers.
Oh thats right, you know that before I do!!!
Until we meet again.
Cheers!!!!
blayne
Oh thats right, you know that before I do!!!
Until we meet again.
Cheers!!!!
blayne
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Tehya and the Ducks
My daughter will turn four on January 13th 2009. Sometimes she seems much more “grown-up” than she actually is. She uses vocabulary that a ten year old uses. She is witty, and she puts puzzles together in no time. Then there are moments when I am reminded of her innocence, and a child’s view of the world.
I have been struggling with guilt, over not being able to spend the time with my children and family that I would like too.
When I am not living with “presence” I am angry and resentful for not having what I think I deserve right now.
It comes and goes, because I know in my heart I am right where God intends me to be at this moment.
If I live in this “present moment,” I am constantly reminded why I am here.
To that end, let me tell you about Tehya and the Duck.
Today I picked Tehya up from Shanna’s acupuncturist/cranio-sacral therapist’s office. I gave Tehya the choice to go take a walk around Tumwater Fall’s Park, or go play on the toys next to the falls.
I really wanted to go for a walk around the falls because it is a very peaceful place. It is a very good place to meditate. It just happens that for the past three days, every time I have attempted to take some time and meditate, something has happened to disrupt that process. Yesterday it was a call from work on my day off. Last night it was Tehya kicking me in the back in bed. Tehya really wanted to go to play on the toys So I let Tehya lead me, and off we went.
We did the usual things. She made me watch her go back and for across the monkey bars. She is an amazing climber and athlete. Her lack of fear reminds me of myself and Beau.
She suggested we go down to the Deschutes River to see the ducks. We walked down to the rivers edge and saw four male ducks hanging out together. They swam toward us in anticipation of food I think.
We sat there for awhile talking to them. Tehya had all four named within two minutes. Intuition told me to go get them food. My first thought was how I didn’t want to drive anywhere because I thought it would disrupt my time with her. I listened to my intuition instead.
We ran back to the car and headed up to Safeway to get some bagels and rolls for the ducks.
By the time we got back, all but one female were gone. I tore a piece off my bagel and tossed it toward her. She grabbed it and shook it underwater to soften it up. Then lifted up her head and beak, swallowed the biggest piece. Tehya started giggling loudly, kind of like an adult “belly laugh.”
Within two minutes there were twenty or more ducks hanging out with us. The look on her face, and the brightness in her eyes amazed me. One duck in particular, stayed within one foot of her left side during the entire time we fed them
I held a piece of roll by the tip of my finger so a duck could grab it. One fearless male reached out and grabbed it. Tehya’s laughter over seeing this was a laughter I have never heard from her. I sensed wonder and bliss within her. Tehya was experiencing pure joy over something she had never experienced before, and it was magical too her.
She asked me if she could do it. I spent a minute explaining how to hold the bread. She held a piece out and the same male snatched it and the ducks beak grabbed onto the tip of her finger. She giggled at that too, but decided she didn’t want to feed them by hand anymore. Each time I did it, she giggled, and I felt more in spirit than I have in days.
We spent the better part of 20 minutes feeding the ducks. That 20 minute piece in time is one of the more beautiful in recent memory.
I was reminded that although that moment with my daughter was small in time, it was huge in content
The coolest part of it all is I was led by her. I got out of the way and put her interest first, over what I thought I needed and was amazed at the results.
I have been struggling with guilt, over not being able to spend the time with my children and family that I would like too.
When I am not living with “presence” I am angry and resentful for not having what I think I deserve right now.
It comes and goes, because I know in my heart I am right where God intends me to be at this moment.
If I live in this “present moment,” I am constantly reminded why I am here.
To that end, let me tell you about Tehya and the Duck.
Today I picked Tehya up from Shanna’s acupuncturist/cranio-sacral therapist’s office. I gave Tehya the choice to go take a walk around Tumwater Fall’s Park, or go play on the toys next to the falls.
I really wanted to go for a walk around the falls because it is a very peaceful place. It is a very good place to meditate. It just happens that for the past three days, every time I have attempted to take some time and meditate, something has happened to disrupt that process. Yesterday it was a call from work on my day off. Last night it was Tehya kicking me in the back in bed. Tehya really wanted to go to play on the toys So I let Tehya lead me, and off we went.
We did the usual things. She made me watch her go back and for across the monkey bars. She is an amazing climber and athlete. Her lack of fear reminds me of myself and Beau.
She suggested we go down to the Deschutes River to see the ducks. We walked down to the rivers edge and saw four male ducks hanging out together. They swam toward us in anticipation of food I think.
We sat there for awhile talking to them. Tehya had all four named within two minutes. Intuition told me to go get them food. My first thought was how I didn’t want to drive anywhere because I thought it would disrupt my time with her. I listened to my intuition instead.
We ran back to the car and headed up to Safeway to get some bagels and rolls for the ducks.
By the time we got back, all but one female were gone. I tore a piece off my bagel and tossed it toward her. She grabbed it and shook it underwater to soften it up. Then lifted up her head and beak, swallowed the biggest piece. Tehya started giggling loudly, kind of like an adult “belly laugh.”
Within two minutes there were twenty or more ducks hanging out with us. The look on her face, and the brightness in her eyes amazed me. One duck in particular, stayed within one foot of her left side during the entire time we fed them
I held a piece of roll by the tip of my finger so a duck could grab it. One fearless male reached out and grabbed it. Tehya’s laughter over seeing this was a laughter I have never heard from her. I sensed wonder and bliss within her. Tehya was experiencing pure joy over something she had never experienced before, and it was magical too her.
She asked me if she could do it. I spent a minute explaining how to hold the bread. She held a piece out and the same male snatched it and the ducks beak grabbed onto the tip of her finger. She giggled at that too, but decided she didn’t want to feed them by hand anymore. Each time I did it, she giggled, and I felt more in spirit than I have in days.
We spent the better part of 20 minutes feeding the ducks. That 20 minute piece in time is one of the more beautiful in recent memory.
I was reminded that although that moment with my daughter was small in time, it was huge in content
The coolest part of it all is I was led by her. I got out of the way and put her interest first, over what I thought I needed and was amazed at the results.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
a very synchronistic day
My primary source of income has been dreadfully slow the past few months. October 2008 was the worst month on record in well over 15 years. People are scared. I try to avoid fear, and continue to have faith. When I live with purpose and in present moment awareness it’s pretty easy to transcend fear.
When I am able to do all that, I am able to see the magic in life.
Yesterday I sold a car to a young gay couple. Not that it really matters, except when I refer to “her” twice, it might confuse the reader.
The car deal actually started three days ago. They both came in on Thursday. Their intention was to trade in a car they currently owed money on, into something much cheaper. In the end they traded their car, and ended up owning our car for very little out of pocket.
Yesterday I went to Subaru training in Seattle. We sat in the Fox Sports Lounge at Quest Field and compared cars. Although I didn’t know it, my son was on a field trip to the Seattle Auto Show, and was in the same building, less than 500 yards from me. I ended up seeing him. It was pretty neat. I was able to give him some goodies I got from Subaru.
We ended up back at the dealership at about 3:30. Keith dropped me on the street and I was just going to go home. I got the intuition to do the opposite so I walked inside. I walked in the sales office, and there sat one of the girls, check in hand, after a “thumbs up” from her mechanic was given to her. If I would have been 5 minutes later that deal would have been turned to another salesperson to complete the process, and that would have cost me money.
Today I got up, not really wanting to go stand around a car lot all day. The morning was difficult. At about 3:30 the other girl showed up to sign paperwork. I grabbed her license to make a copy and was amazed when I saw her birthday was 1-13. That is my daughter’s birthday.
I should also note during the course of the process, I learned on of their professions was a counselor specializing in domestic violence.
At about 6:15 PM I was standing outside, letting the raindrops hit my face. I was meditating, asking God to give me some “purpose” on the car lot. I walked back inside, stood a few moments and then joined a few of my peers in the alcove on the other side of the building.
I wasn’t out there more than a minute when two ladies pulled up in a Honda Civic, asking when we closed. Told them we closed at 7:00 and told them to “pull on in.” We hit it off pretty quick. I learned they were sisters. I learned that one was “kind of” looking, while helping her sister find a car.
I showed them a TDI Jetta and they drove it. I showed them a Subaru Legacy, and one of them fell in love with it. On the test drive of the Subaru, I glanced down at the digital clock and it read 1:11. Immediately I knew this “chance” encounter was not by chance at all. She indicated she couldn’t make a decision tonight because she had to sort out some financial stuff and talk to her husband. She agreed to keep the car overnight, then I realized my current store policy on letting customers do that had changed.
They sat down at my desk, and one of them pointed out my “Angel Numbers” book and crossed referenced “The Secret” to the book. I told them about my experiences with the Law of Attraction, Angels, Synchronicity, etc.
Somewhere during the conversation I was compelled to ask them their birthdays. One was 10-21, and the other’s was 9-2. I had to stop for a minute and them realized 9-2 was Shanna’s birthday. I told her, and then I pointed out that I don’t believe in coincidence anymore.
In one day I dealt with two female customers, both with the same birthdays as my daughter and partner. WoW!
I ran out to my car and grabbed three books that I had in my back pack. She picked up The New Revelations, By Neale Donald Walsch, a very warm, kind, caring, enlightened human being. He is also the author of all the Conversations With God series. I told her she could take it home and read it and return it when she is done.
It amazed me as I watched her and her sister’s reactions as they were reading. There heads were moving up and down in a yes motion, as if everything they were reading completely resonated within them. Even more powerful were the smiles on their faces.
I penciled out some figures on the car, set an appointment for tomorrow noon with her husband and bid them farewell. With any luck I will sell them a car and make a few friends tomorrow.
Before they leave, whether they buy a car or not, I will give them a hard copy of this and another piece I am working on, because that was the core purpose of our meeting, I believe
All in all, once I decided to surrender and ask for it, the universe in all its wisdom provided me a pretty magical day.
Go Well!!
Namaste
blayne
When I am able to do all that, I am able to see the magic in life.
Yesterday I sold a car to a young gay couple. Not that it really matters, except when I refer to “her” twice, it might confuse the reader.
The car deal actually started three days ago. They both came in on Thursday. Their intention was to trade in a car they currently owed money on, into something much cheaper. In the end they traded their car, and ended up owning our car for very little out of pocket.
Yesterday I went to Subaru training in Seattle. We sat in the Fox Sports Lounge at Quest Field and compared cars. Although I didn’t know it, my son was on a field trip to the Seattle Auto Show, and was in the same building, less than 500 yards from me. I ended up seeing him. It was pretty neat. I was able to give him some goodies I got from Subaru.
We ended up back at the dealership at about 3:30. Keith dropped me on the street and I was just going to go home. I got the intuition to do the opposite so I walked inside. I walked in the sales office, and there sat one of the girls, check in hand, after a “thumbs up” from her mechanic was given to her. If I would have been 5 minutes later that deal would have been turned to another salesperson to complete the process, and that would have cost me money.
Today I got up, not really wanting to go stand around a car lot all day. The morning was difficult. At about 3:30 the other girl showed up to sign paperwork. I grabbed her license to make a copy and was amazed when I saw her birthday was 1-13. That is my daughter’s birthday.
I should also note during the course of the process, I learned on of their professions was a counselor specializing in domestic violence.
At about 6:15 PM I was standing outside, letting the raindrops hit my face. I was meditating, asking God to give me some “purpose” on the car lot. I walked back inside, stood a few moments and then joined a few of my peers in the alcove on the other side of the building.
I wasn’t out there more than a minute when two ladies pulled up in a Honda Civic, asking when we closed. Told them we closed at 7:00 and told them to “pull on in.” We hit it off pretty quick. I learned they were sisters. I learned that one was “kind of” looking, while helping her sister find a car.
I showed them a TDI Jetta and they drove it. I showed them a Subaru Legacy, and one of them fell in love with it. On the test drive of the Subaru, I glanced down at the digital clock and it read 1:11. Immediately I knew this “chance” encounter was not by chance at all. She indicated she couldn’t make a decision tonight because she had to sort out some financial stuff and talk to her husband. She agreed to keep the car overnight, then I realized my current store policy on letting customers do that had changed.
They sat down at my desk, and one of them pointed out my “Angel Numbers” book and crossed referenced “The Secret” to the book. I told them about my experiences with the Law of Attraction, Angels, Synchronicity, etc.
Somewhere during the conversation I was compelled to ask them their birthdays. One was 10-21, and the other’s was 9-2. I had to stop for a minute and them realized 9-2 was Shanna’s birthday. I told her, and then I pointed out that I don’t believe in coincidence anymore.
In one day I dealt with two female customers, both with the same birthdays as my daughter and partner. WoW!
I ran out to my car and grabbed three books that I had in my back pack. She picked up The New Revelations, By Neale Donald Walsch, a very warm, kind, caring, enlightened human being. He is also the author of all the Conversations With God series. I told her she could take it home and read it and return it when she is done.
It amazed me as I watched her and her sister’s reactions as they were reading. There heads were moving up and down in a yes motion, as if everything they were reading completely resonated within them. Even more powerful were the smiles on their faces.
I penciled out some figures on the car, set an appointment for tomorrow noon with her husband and bid them farewell. With any luck I will sell them a car and make a few friends tomorrow.
Before they leave, whether they buy a car or not, I will give them a hard copy of this and another piece I am working on, because that was the core purpose of our meeting, I believe
All in all, once I decided to surrender and ask for it, the universe in all its wisdom provided me a pretty magical day.
Go Well!!
Namaste
blayne
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Part of the "problem" or part of the "solution"
Thank you again for reading my blog. My hope is my ideas will inspire each and every one of you to action. One person at a time, we can affect change.
I got to thinking today. Here is what I came up with.
At any given moment throughout the day, unless you are asleep, you are either part of the problem, or part of the solution.
If you are living in awareness, in the present moment, appreciating the sound of the rain ,you are most likely at that present moment, living as part of the solution.
If you are lstening to the rain, or your young child, worried about your stock losing money, or the fight you got in at work, you are probably at that present point in time a part of the problem.
The simple truth is, the past is just that, and the future does not exist.
I put about 50 car keys into about 50 boxes, each morning when I open Hanson Motors. This morning it was blowing and raining sideways. I wasn't too thrilled to be there to begin with.
To be part of the solution was as simple as embracing the rain, going back into "little kid" mode, being mindful of each key placement, noticing the birds flying, the red and gold leaves flying off the trees, feeling the wind and raindrops hit my face, and enjoying a warm cup of coffee when I was finished. Being mindful of all the care that went into getting that coffee bean into my cup. From the dirt in South America maybe, to a coffee bean farmer, to the truck driver that drove it to the factory, I saw the perfection of it all.
To be part of the problem would be to continue telling myself I hate my job...I want to write books....I don't have a purpose here anymore..etc..etc..etc...
Don't get me wrong, I still go through that "stuff." At its core its basically fear
To be part of the solution I continue to have faith in a higher purpose. From a personal level, God still wants me to be at Hanson Motors, and if I continue to have faith, and follow the paths and wisdom of Ghandi, MLK, Lincoln, Einstein, Mother Theresa, etc...I will be given the opportunity and resources to follow my Spiritual/Soul purpose while I am on this earth.
To be part of the problem I stand around the car lot with the majority of salespeople and talk about "how bad it is."
To be part of the solution, I am greatful for having a home and a car that runs, and a paid off boat, and equity in my house, and healthy kids, then I visualize the life i see myself living, and the freedom that will give all of my family and friends
Then out of the "blue" a customer comes on the lot whose birthday is something like 9-11.
To be a part of the problem I watch the news, and focus my attention on all the negative energy involved.
To be part of the solution I meditate and talk to God, I pick up a good...spiritual...insprational...educational book...or I pray.
To be part of the problem I continue to focus on how i'm going to break free of the car business.
To be part of the solution, I work on my book, I work on my piece about synchronicity in my life, I write on this blog, I write down my plan for revolutionizing "addiction/recovery/treatment", I offer support and guidance to people who are undergoing radical spiritual occurrances in their lives.
To be part of the problem I focus on what I can get from people. To be part of the solution I focus on how I can be of service and what I'm meant to learn from the interaction.
To be part of the problem I "talk" about how screwed up our government is...and how unfair stuff is...and how our civil rights are dissappearing.
To be part of the solution I actually become active in what I would like to see changed, without the thought of fear or retribution...in most cases, and remembering timing and delivery is everything.
To be a part of the solution I am led by divine guidance, gut, or intuition. To be part of the problem I am led by others, or fear.
Here is a mini reading list:
The Way of The Peaceful Warrior
The Secret- Book and Movie
Conversations with God- Books 1,2,3, and the new revelations, and the movie
The Celestine Prophecy
The Four Agreements
Anything on 2012
Have fun
Thanks for letting me spout
Namaste
blayne
I got to thinking today. Here is what I came up with.
At any given moment throughout the day, unless you are asleep, you are either part of the problem, or part of the solution.
If you are living in awareness, in the present moment, appreciating the sound of the rain ,you are most likely at that present moment, living as part of the solution.
If you are lstening to the rain, or your young child, worried about your stock losing money, or the fight you got in at work, you are probably at that present point in time a part of the problem.
The simple truth is, the past is just that, and the future does not exist.
I put about 50 car keys into about 50 boxes, each morning when I open Hanson Motors. This morning it was blowing and raining sideways. I wasn't too thrilled to be there to begin with.
To be part of the solution was as simple as embracing the rain, going back into "little kid" mode, being mindful of each key placement, noticing the birds flying, the red and gold leaves flying off the trees, feeling the wind and raindrops hit my face, and enjoying a warm cup of coffee when I was finished. Being mindful of all the care that went into getting that coffee bean into my cup. From the dirt in South America maybe, to a coffee bean farmer, to the truck driver that drove it to the factory, I saw the perfection of it all.
To be part of the problem would be to continue telling myself I hate my job...I want to write books....I don't have a purpose here anymore..etc..etc..etc...
Don't get me wrong, I still go through that "stuff." At its core its basically fear
To be part of the solution I continue to have faith in a higher purpose. From a personal level, God still wants me to be at Hanson Motors, and if I continue to have faith, and follow the paths and wisdom of Ghandi, MLK, Lincoln, Einstein, Mother Theresa, etc...I will be given the opportunity and resources to follow my Spiritual/Soul purpose while I am on this earth.
To be part of the problem I stand around the car lot with the majority of salespeople and talk about "how bad it is."
To be part of the solution, I am greatful for having a home and a car that runs, and a paid off boat, and equity in my house, and healthy kids, then I visualize the life i see myself living, and the freedom that will give all of my family and friends
Then out of the "blue" a customer comes on the lot whose birthday is something like 9-11.
To be a part of the problem I watch the news, and focus my attention on all the negative energy involved.
To be part of the solution I meditate and talk to God, I pick up a good...spiritual...insprational...educational book...or I pray.
To be part of the problem I continue to focus on how i'm going to break free of the car business.
To be part of the solution, I work on my book, I work on my piece about synchronicity in my life, I write on this blog, I write down my plan for revolutionizing "addiction/recovery/treatment", I offer support and guidance to people who are undergoing radical spiritual occurrances in their lives.
To be part of the problem I focus on what I can get from people. To be part of the solution I focus on how I can be of service and what I'm meant to learn from the interaction.
To be part of the problem I "talk" about how screwed up our government is...and how unfair stuff is...and how our civil rights are dissappearing.
To be part of the solution I actually become active in what I would like to see changed, without the thought of fear or retribution...in most cases, and remembering timing and delivery is everything.
To be a part of the solution I am led by divine guidance, gut, or intuition. To be part of the problem I am led by others, or fear.
Here is a mini reading list:
The Way of The Peaceful Warrior
The Secret- Book and Movie
Conversations with God- Books 1,2,3, and the new revelations, and the movie
The Celestine Prophecy
The Four Agreements
Anything on 2012
Have fun
Thanks for letting me spout
Namaste
blayne
something to ponder
Thanks for the feedback.
On 7-1-07 when I began this amazing enlightenment process I was immediately riddled with fear about the current state of affairs on this planet.
I woke up to all the violence, and destruction, and death, and greed and all that other horrible stuff that most people chose to label as "reality." I started to see through alot of this "stuff" and began to really start reading between the lines. What I saw, researched, read, and learned was frightening
I hold steadfast to the truth that all this "stuff" is caused by some very evil individuals, concerned primarily with power, money, control, domination, etc... I believe there primary Modus Operandi is "fear." I don't think they have anything like what you or I would consider "morals."
Upon learning this truth I became passionate about sharing what I know with anyone who would listen. I want to see change, and it is my primary purpose in life right now.
Mr. Ghandi, Mr. King, Mr. Einstein, Mr. Kennedy, Mother Theresa made it their primary purpose, now its mine.
It may sound odd, but I don't care. I feel Mr. Ghandi's soul/spirit very deep within my own, and according to numerologists (originally Jewish mystics) say Mr. Ghandi and I share a distinctly similar life path. Maybe thats why I see him in meditation...hear his voice...and dream about him.
On a much lighter note..and something that brings about a much higher vibration for me is the truth that I can create my own reality using the Universal Law of Attraction, and present moment awareness. I have been doing it since my awakening, and I am 100% convinced it works.
There are a ton of authors right now talking about "it." As we draw nearer to this "shift" in 2012, I believe more of us will awaken to who we really are, and what are true purpose is on this earth.
I manifest money, positive realtionships, "coincidences" etc...simply by living in gratitude of the moment, meditating, and visualizing.
I am currently manifesting a core group of individuals....modern day patriots if you will...who understands their is nothing to fear...who are willing to stand up and say "enough" but who are also enlightened enough to understand the very simple truth found through "present moment awareness," and who wish to see a world of peace.
A "reality" is only a "reality" because you have accepted it as such. When an inspired individual chooses to create a new reality, amazing things happen. When an inspired group of individuals decide to change their reality, new countries have been born.
I get tangible proof it works for me each day. Most days feel like i'm in a movie or a dream. I go moment to moment waiting for the next meaningful interaction...both "good" or "bad." You see, it's not really good or bad....it just "is"..and its mostly an opportunity for me to learn from it...if I allow it to teach me.
Humanity has been led astray for a long time.
The most important thing to remember is this:
You are much more important than you think you are.
Your life has divine purpose.
Your thoughts are powerful. Choose them wisely. Focus on positive outcomes. Banish fear, it doesn't really exist. "Thoughts Become Things."
LISTEN TO YOUR INTUITION....ITS ACTUALLY GOD TRYING TO GET YOU TO LISTEN
On 7-1-07 when I began this amazing enlightenment process I was immediately riddled with fear about the current state of affairs on this planet.
I woke up to all the violence, and destruction, and death, and greed and all that other horrible stuff that most people chose to label as "reality." I started to see through alot of this "stuff" and began to really start reading between the lines. What I saw, researched, read, and learned was frightening
I hold steadfast to the truth that all this "stuff" is caused by some very evil individuals, concerned primarily with power, money, control, domination, etc... I believe there primary Modus Operandi is "fear." I don't think they have anything like what you or I would consider "morals."
Upon learning this truth I became passionate about sharing what I know with anyone who would listen. I want to see change, and it is my primary purpose in life right now.
Mr. Ghandi, Mr. King, Mr. Einstein, Mr. Kennedy, Mother Theresa made it their primary purpose, now its mine.
It may sound odd, but I don't care. I feel Mr. Ghandi's soul/spirit very deep within my own, and according to numerologists (originally Jewish mystics) say Mr. Ghandi and I share a distinctly similar life path. Maybe thats why I see him in meditation...hear his voice...and dream about him.
On a much lighter note..and something that brings about a much higher vibration for me is the truth that I can create my own reality using the Universal Law of Attraction, and present moment awareness. I have been doing it since my awakening, and I am 100% convinced it works.
There are a ton of authors right now talking about "it." As we draw nearer to this "shift" in 2012, I believe more of us will awaken to who we really are, and what are true purpose is on this earth.
I manifest money, positive realtionships, "coincidences" etc...simply by living in gratitude of the moment, meditating, and visualizing.
I am currently manifesting a core group of individuals....modern day patriots if you will...who understands their is nothing to fear...who are willing to stand up and say "enough" but who are also enlightened enough to understand the very simple truth found through "present moment awareness," and who wish to see a world of peace.
A "reality" is only a "reality" because you have accepted it as such. When an inspired individual chooses to create a new reality, amazing things happen. When an inspired group of individuals decide to change their reality, new countries have been born.
I get tangible proof it works for me each day. Most days feel like i'm in a movie or a dream. I go moment to moment waiting for the next meaningful interaction...both "good" or "bad." You see, it's not really good or bad....it just "is"..and its mostly an opportunity for me to learn from it...if I allow it to teach me.
Humanity has been led astray for a long time.
The most important thing to remember is this:
You are much more important than you think you are.
Your life has divine purpose.
Your thoughts are powerful. Choose them wisely. Focus on positive outcomes. Banish fear, it doesn't really exist. "Thoughts Become Things."
LISTEN TO YOUR INTUITION....ITS ACTUALLY GOD TRYING TO GET YOU TO LISTEN
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Blayne..Your thoughts are on track. Keep working to affect change. There are a lot of people who have the same thoughts you do. Term limits is by all means the answer to a lot of the problems. I would also like to see the politicians have to sign up for medicare when they turn 65.They currently have the best health insurance the country has to offer. If they had to have Medicare and face Drs. offices refusal to see them because medicare pays so little, you can bet there would be change. I could easily put my grandkids though college with the taxes your dad and I pay. Why can't I keep my money and do just that? Why don't all families help each other and not rely on the government? Why are people who choose not to work given a free ride with things like social security disability and medicaid? I am not talking about people who are truly disabled, I'm talking about the freeloaders I see on a daily basis. If there weren't all of the government give away programs that people have become so dependent on, government would lose it's power and the people would have a say. The people who depend on the programs would have to find their way, just like we do. Our country would really benefit. People who lobby in Washington for profit should be banned. We get more stuff crammed down our throats via lobbyists than you can imagine. Thanks for caring Blayne. Who knows..You may actually be able to make a difference one day. I love you very much..Mom
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
On the eve of the election
First, thank you to anyone wherever you are, for reading this blog.
I am a believer of "being the change I wish to see in others." In my dealings with other people, especially when it comes to political opinion, I tend to keep my ideas to myself.
Quite frankly, much of what I attempt to share with people I come in contact with on a day to day basis is met with skepticism.
I am very passionate about this subject. I wasn't always this way.
You see, I took most things that happened to me on a personal level and a global level at "face value" until I began to wake up on 7-1-07.
What I see now is evil in the face of corporate greed, corrupt politicians,and power brokers that don't have one ounce of consciousness. These are the folks that create war, violence, poverty, death, and destruction without any concern.
What I know for sure is the fact that these individual's reign of terror is almost over. A shift of consciousness is coming rapidly, and they will have their day in Court
I believed in my government 100%. I believed what they said to me as being 100% truthful. I'm not so sure of that anymore, and it frightens me a bit.
I always assumed that our country's leadership had the peoples best interest in mind and i'm not so sure of that anymore.
What frightens me most, is the thought of being labeled a "terrorist" if I share my beliefs.
Our country was founded on free speech. Right now many of our civil rights as set forth in The Constitution of the United States are being infringed upon, and the common citizen doesn't even know its happening.
September 11th 2001, although very tragic, set in motion the "closing down" of our modern democracy.
If our forefathers could speak as one, I believe this is what they would say:
My fellow Countrymen. Now is the time to rise up against tyranny. Your political and economical system is at the brink of collapse. Here is a very short list of what must be changed immediately if the pursuit of Life, Liberty, and Happiness is to continue.
1. The electoral college must go away. Presidential elections must be decided by a popular vote.
2. Your House of Representatives, Congress, and Supreme Court is to be dissolved. Everyone currently in office is to finish out his or her term and them be replaced. Within four years fresh ideas will prevail. Term limits are the key to success. It's harder for corruption to prevail in this environment.
3. Your tax law is a fraud. You have been being overtaxed for decades. The rich get richer and the poor get poorer. This was never intended. Tax Law needs to be reevaluated.
4. It's time to start listening to people who are concerned about the direction of this great nation. We suggest a very bright young woman named Naomi Wolf. She has a 42 minute vidoe on YOUTUBE. She is our voice!!!
5. Step away from party lines. This is a non-partisan issue.
Thanks for letting me share.
Namaste
blayne
I am a believer of "being the change I wish to see in others." In my dealings with other people, especially when it comes to political opinion, I tend to keep my ideas to myself.
Quite frankly, much of what I attempt to share with people I come in contact with on a day to day basis is met with skepticism.
I am very passionate about this subject. I wasn't always this way.
You see, I took most things that happened to me on a personal level and a global level at "face value" until I began to wake up on 7-1-07.
What I see now is evil in the face of corporate greed, corrupt politicians,and power brokers that don't have one ounce of consciousness. These are the folks that create war, violence, poverty, death, and destruction without any concern.
What I know for sure is the fact that these individual's reign of terror is almost over. A shift of consciousness is coming rapidly, and they will have their day in Court
I believed in my government 100%. I believed what they said to me as being 100% truthful. I'm not so sure of that anymore, and it frightens me a bit.
I always assumed that our country's leadership had the peoples best interest in mind and i'm not so sure of that anymore.
What frightens me most, is the thought of being labeled a "terrorist" if I share my beliefs.
Our country was founded on free speech. Right now many of our civil rights as set forth in The Constitution of the United States are being infringed upon, and the common citizen doesn't even know its happening.
September 11th 2001, although very tragic, set in motion the "closing down" of our modern democracy.
If our forefathers could speak as one, I believe this is what they would say:
My fellow Countrymen. Now is the time to rise up against tyranny. Your political and economical system is at the brink of collapse. Here is a very short list of what must be changed immediately if the pursuit of Life, Liberty, and Happiness is to continue.
1. The electoral college must go away. Presidential elections must be decided by a popular vote.
2. Your House of Representatives, Congress, and Supreme Court is to be dissolved. Everyone currently in office is to finish out his or her term and them be replaced. Within four years fresh ideas will prevail. Term limits are the key to success. It's harder for corruption to prevail in this environment.
3. Your tax law is a fraud. You have been being overtaxed for decades. The rich get richer and the poor get poorer. This was never intended. Tax Law needs to be reevaluated.
4. It's time to start listening to people who are concerned about the direction of this great nation. We suggest a very bright young woman named Naomi Wolf. She has a 42 minute vidoe on YOUTUBE. She is our voice!!!
5. Step away from party lines. This is a non-partisan issue.
Thanks for letting me share.
Namaste
blayne
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
The Law of Attraction Works
About one year ago I made it my intention to be a published author within one year. Today I googled my name just to see what would pop up. As I scrolled down the page I saw a heading attached to the movie "The Secret's" website.
I clicked on it and read a piece with the same title of this blog.
I had forgotten I had submitted the story.
It works
Peace
Blayne
I clicked on it and read a piece with the same title of this blog.
I had forgotten I had submitted the story.
It works
Peace
Blayne
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Getting to know my dad
My dad, affectionately known as "pappa" or "papi" flew in yesterday. He spent last night with Kate, at her and Forder's house.
They stopped by Jill's to pick Beau up and hang out.
At the same time, Shanna's dad called out of the blue, saying he was coming down.
It was the first time our dads have met. I think they hit it off. Al is a builder, and my dad was a builder at one point in his life.
Somewhere during the course of the evening my dad and I got into a deep conversation about the current state of affairs, and the direction of our country.
I learned my dad and I hold many of the same beliefs, and are both very passionate to see and be the catalyst for change in our country.
We spoke about grassroots activism. we spoke about self sustainability. We spoke about the way to peace, and about those who understood the way to peace.
He mentioned his injury and surgery have forced him to slow down, and since doing so he has been learning and researching and reading.
I believe my dads fall from my brothers truck may have been thee catalyst for his own peronal awakening. He even mentioned the correlation.
Each and every day I am amazed at what happens in my life.
Today I got to know my dad at a more personal level than I ever have before. I get to spend the next few days with him and I am excited.
I am so greatful to be present, and in spirit so I can enjoy the time with the guy who selflessly took a spoiled four year old under his wing when he was 18, and turned him into what I am today.
I look forward to what the next few years will look like with my dad and I. We share alot of the same ideas and passions. I'm certain it will be an adventure, as well as a learning/growing opportunity.
Peace.
blayne
They stopped by Jill's to pick Beau up and hang out.
At the same time, Shanna's dad called out of the blue, saying he was coming down.
It was the first time our dads have met. I think they hit it off. Al is a builder, and my dad was a builder at one point in his life.
Somewhere during the course of the evening my dad and I got into a deep conversation about the current state of affairs, and the direction of our country.
I learned my dad and I hold many of the same beliefs, and are both very passionate to see and be the catalyst for change in our country.
We spoke about grassroots activism. we spoke about self sustainability. We spoke about the way to peace, and about those who understood the way to peace.
He mentioned his injury and surgery have forced him to slow down, and since doing so he has been learning and researching and reading.
I believe my dads fall from my brothers truck may have been thee catalyst for his own peronal awakening. He even mentioned the correlation.
Each and every day I am amazed at what happens in my life.
Today I got to know my dad at a more personal level than I ever have before. I get to spend the next few days with him and I am excited.
I am so greatful to be present, and in spirit so I can enjoy the time with the guy who selflessly took a spoiled four year old under his wing when he was 18, and turned him into what I am today.
I look forward to what the next few years will look like with my dad and I. We share alot of the same ideas and passions. I'm certain it will be an adventure, as well as a learning/growing opportunity.
Peace.
blayne
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Good to hear your voice brother
I was driving up Steamboat Island Road this morning on my way to work. I saw a number I didn't recognize on the screen just as I lost service.
I had a feeling it might be you.
Once I hit HWY 101 and got servive again I saw I had a voicemail.
It's funny...5 minutes earlier or later and I would have been talking to you.
Timing is everything. But there is also a higher purpose in everything too.
It was awesome hearing your voice. Hearing some peace in your voice gave me some peace too.
I think the last time I saw and talked to you was the day Beau went up in the aircraft to watch you jump.
So, to answer your question, you have the right number. Mid-day is usually best. If you e-mailed me or left a blog and gave me a time and date window you would call, I would be extra vigilant to make sure I have the phone on and near me.
Thanks for the call. You made my day. I will talk to you soon.
I'll tell Beau how proud of him that you are.
Peace and Love Forder
blayner
I had a feeling it might be you.
Once I hit HWY 101 and got servive again I saw I had a voicemail.
It's funny...5 minutes earlier or later and I would have been talking to you.
Timing is everything. But there is also a higher purpose in everything too.
It was awesome hearing your voice. Hearing some peace in your voice gave me some peace too.
I think the last time I saw and talked to you was the day Beau went up in the aircraft to watch you jump.
So, to answer your question, you have the right number. Mid-day is usually best. If you e-mailed me or left a blog and gave me a time and date window you would call, I would be extra vigilant to make sure I have the phone on and near me.
Thanks for the call. You made my day. I will talk to you soon.
I'll tell Beau how proud of him that you are.
Peace and Love Forder
blayner
Monday, October 13, 2008
One of the main reasons im here :)
It has been a crazy month in our economy. My sales have been horrible.
Through it all, I have still been able to find magic through present moment awareness, being of selfless service to others, and my 1111 friends.
Yesterday I ran into a young military kid and his young wife. Through the course of a 10 minute conversation I learned his MOS (military occupational specialty) was 13M (Field Artillery.) My last MOS was 13F, which is a very similar MOS. I found this to be very synchronistic.
I also learned he had purchased a 2002 Honda Accord from a dealership across the street six months prior that had just blown a head gasket.
He owed about $13,000.00 on a car in its current condition is worth about $5,000.00.
He indicated his credit wasn't that great either. My initial response was to blow this guy off the lot, simply because I didn’t think he had a prayer of trading his car. Instead, I showed him the only vehicle on our lot that had any chance of working.
Our Kia Sorrento has a $5,000.00 rebate that would help eat a bunch of his negative equity.
I took down all the info on his car, and told him I would call them today.
This morning I attempted to call him, and the cell phone was out of service.
Then about 11:30, he and his wife pulled up. He got out first, followed by her. Tears were streaming down her face. Her face was bright red, and her eyes were puffy and swollen I assumed her tears had something to do with the car.
I asked her what was wrong and she indicated they had just came from the veterinarian where they just had euthanized their kitten. I was immediately able to empathize with her.
I shared my story of Tasha...the most amazing Black Lab ever, who was Jill's dog originally, then my dog too, after Jill and I started dating in Hawaii while we were stationed there together.
A year after Jill and I separated, I went with Jill to "put Tasha down" at the Vet's office. Jill and I both held her, as I held Jill, as Tasha went back into pure spirit form. As I write about it, I still can feel the loss. At least now I can allow myself to feel loss, then let it move through me, as if I have embraced it as a friend.
After I shared my story we moved inside to try and help them deal with their car issue
We sat and talked a while. I learned his birthday was 10-09-85. I also learned on his birthday he blew his head gasket and his kitten got sick. I learned they grew up in a town about an hour north of Sacramento. I learned they had been on again-off again sweethearts since 7th grade, and they had just gotten married in early February.
In front of me sat two very frustrated, sad, stressed out young people. From the beginning, based on what he told me his credit was like, I figured I had about a 10% chance of getting this kid financed somewhere.
It seems every “car deal” I have had this month has been a challenge. It has definitely kept me on my toes.
I went out to the Sorrento they had picked out and turned on the key. The digital clock read 1:11. I opened my cell phone and the actual time was 12:47. I smiled as this usually means very good things. Right now that includes financial abundance.
They loved the vehicle. They completed a credit application, and also told me they would trade the Grand Am she was driving if that would help. I indicated it would and we proceeded.
As I was preparing my paperwork, I heard her talking quietly to him about searching the Grand Am for change to buy a snack from the vending machine. I took a couple of bucks out of my wallet and handed it to them.
The paperwork was submitted to a few of our lenders who were open today. I waited until about 2:30, then indicated to my former roommate and co-worker Keith, I was scheduled to pick Tehya up from the sitters and go to Beau's game by 5:00 PM.
He told me he would help me finish it up.
On my way out to update them I was inspired to offer them lunch. I drove down to a fast food joint and bought them burgers and fries. They were both greatful and thanked me when I showed up 15 minutes later with the food. I could tell they were hungry, and it felt very good helping them.
A half hour later I introduced them to Keith and told them I had to get to Beau's game.
He thanked me several times for working hard for them. She reached out and gave me a hug.
I spoke to Keith at about 7:00 PM to get an update. Not that it really matters, because it will work out exactly as it’s meant too, I was just curious, and the money would help.
It was submitted to a few banks with nothing but "turn downs"
A few more that might give this kid a look will re-open tomorrow following the Columbus Day Holiday. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for him.
Whether I make a penny on this transaction or not is completely irrelivent to me. Being of selfless service to these kids was my job today, as well as my son, and daughter, and girlfriend, and anyone else who crosses my path.
Thank you for letting me share
peace, light and love.
blayne
Through it all, I have still been able to find magic through present moment awareness, being of selfless service to others, and my 1111 friends.
Yesterday I ran into a young military kid and his young wife. Through the course of a 10 minute conversation I learned his MOS (military occupational specialty) was 13M (Field Artillery.) My last MOS was 13F, which is a very similar MOS. I found this to be very synchronistic.
I also learned he had purchased a 2002 Honda Accord from a dealership across the street six months prior that had just blown a head gasket.
He owed about $13,000.00 on a car in its current condition is worth about $5,000.00.
He indicated his credit wasn't that great either. My initial response was to blow this guy off the lot, simply because I didn’t think he had a prayer of trading his car. Instead, I showed him the only vehicle on our lot that had any chance of working.
Our Kia Sorrento has a $5,000.00 rebate that would help eat a bunch of his negative equity.
I took down all the info on his car, and told him I would call them today.
This morning I attempted to call him, and the cell phone was out of service.
Then about 11:30, he and his wife pulled up. He got out first, followed by her. Tears were streaming down her face. Her face was bright red, and her eyes were puffy and swollen I assumed her tears had something to do with the car.
I asked her what was wrong and she indicated they had just came from the veterinarian where they just had euthanized their kitten. I was immediately able to empathize with her.
I shared my story of Tasha...the most amazing Black Lab ever, who was Jill's dog originally, then my dog too, after Jill and I started dating in Hawaii while we were stationed there together.
A year after Jill and I separated, I went with Jill to "put Tasha down" at the Vet's office. Jill and I both held her, as I held Jill, as Tasha went back into pure spirit form. As I write about it, I still can feel the loss. At least now I can allow myself to feel loss, then let it move through me, as if I have embraced it as a friend.
After I shared my story we moved inside to try and help them deal with their car issue
We sat and talked a while. I learned his birthday was 10-09-85. I also learned on his birthday he blew his head gasket and his kitten got sick. I learned they grew up in a town about an hour north of Sacramento. I learned they had been on again-off again sweethearts since 7th grade, and they had just gotten married in early February.
In front of me sat two very frustrated, sad, stressed out young people. From the beginning, based on what he told me his credit was like, I figured I had about a 10% chance of getting this kid financed somewhere.
It seems every “car deal” I have had this month has been a challenge. It has definitely kept me on my toes.
I went out to the Sorrento they had picked out and turned on the key. The digital clock read 1:11. I opened my cell phone and the actual time was 12:47. I smiled as this usually means very good things. Right now that includes financial abundance.
They loved the vehicle. They completed a credit application, and also told me they would trade the Grand Am she was driving if that would help. I indicated it would and we proceeded.
As I was preparing my paperwork, I heard her talking quietly to him about searching the Grand Am for change to buy a snack from the vending machine. I took a couple of bucks out of my wallet and handed it to them.
The paperwork was submitted to a few of our lenders who were open today. I waited until about 2:30, then indicated to my former roommate and co-worker Keith, I was scheduled to pick Tehya up from the sitters and go to Beau's game by 5:00 PM.
He told me he would help me finish it up.
On my way out to update them I was inspired to offer them lunch. I drove down to a fast food joint and bought them burgers and fries. They were both greatful and thanked me when I showed up 15 minutes later with the food. I could tell they were hungry, and it felt very good helping them.
A half hour later I introduced them to Keith and told them I had to get to Beau's game.
He thanked me several times for working hard for them. She reached out and gave me a hug.
I spoke to Keith at about 7:00 PM to get an update. Not that it really matters, because it will work out exactly as it’s meant too, I was just curious, and the money would help.
It was submitted to a few banks with nothing but "turn downs"
A few more that might give this kid a look will re-open tomorrow following the Columbus Day Holiday. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for him.
Whether I make a penny on this transaction or not is completely irrelivent to me. Being of selfless service to these kids was my job today, as well as my son, and daughter, and girlfriend, and anyone else who crosses my path.
Thank you for letting me share
peace, light and love.
blayne
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Blayner you amaze me
Every day Is an adventure and a challenge. So did you connect? Were you ready to sell him a car? Did he have memories of the time you have spent together? Is his life on the right track? Were you both more content at the end of your conversation? Our you going to try to spend more time with th kid? How did it all turn out? Let me know. i love you Mom
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