Blayne,
It is wonderful to read your blog and see how courageously you share from the heart. Being the example of love-in-action helps others feel more confident to come from their heart and before you know it... a shift in consciousness becomes a whole new way of living and experiencing the best in life for everyone!
Keep sharing the love... unconditional love of course!
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
A note from Mom
Blayne..I enjoy reading your blogs. You have indeed, discovered something magical. Life!! I love you very much and so enjoy watching you grow and change. You are a wonderful person..I never doubted that..you did... watching you come full circle is true joy for me. I have always maintained that a parent is only as happy as their saddest child..it's true.. and I am now, a much happier and content person.. Thank you for that! Your optimism in the face of all our nations problems is inspiring..my philosophy is " it's all good" I have 2 healthy sons and beautiful healthy grandchildren. What more could I ask for in life? Not a thing. Mom
Monday, September 29, 2008
why I know theres more to it than meets the eye.
I was at Beau's football game today and my ex-wife Jill and my current girlfriend of 10 years Shanna were talking. Shanna mentioned her father's birthday was yesterday. Jill then indicated that her father held the same birthday.
I have spent the better part of 20 years with these two women, and did not realize that correlation until about 5:00 PM tonight.
My brother Ford, and Shanna's brother Nathan share the same birthday as well.
Those two simple things are not coincidental to me anymore.
It allows me to realize beyond a shadow of doubt that God and the Universe work perfectly, and that all things...even those things that "appear" bad, are all very purposeful.
I was destined to meet Jill on the exact date that I did, and I was destined to connect with Shanna on the exact date that happened.
I'm not privy to the higher purpose of this all. That all becomes a little clearer as this "consciousness shift" draws nearer.
I look forawrd to getting to know each and every one of you reading this a bit better, and I thank you for your kind and encouraging comments.
My fondest hope is for a world free of war, and poverty, and violence, and greed. A world of abundance and hope, and joy, and upliftment sounds much better to me.
peace, light, and love.
namaste
I have spent the better part of 20 years with these two women, and did not realize that correlation until about 5:00 PM tonight.
My brother Ford, and Shanna's brother Nathan share the same birthday as well.
Those two simple things are not coincidental to me anymore.
It allows me to realize beyond a shadow of doubt that God and the Universe work perfectly, and that all things...even those things that "appear" bad, are all very purposeful.
I was destined to meet Jill on the exact date that I did, and I was destined to connect with Shanna on the exact date that happened.
I'm not privy to the higher purpose of this all. That all becomes a little clearer as this "consciousness shift" draws nearer.
I look forawrd to getting to know each and every one of you reading this a bit better, and I thank you for your kind and encouraging comments.
My fondest hope is for a world free of war, and poverty, and violence, and greed. A world of abundance and hope, and joy, and upliftment sounds much better to me.
peace, light, and love.
namaste
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Awesome Blog Site
Blayne:
I am really enjoying reading your blog. You are an awesome young man and I love you to distraction. You have done amazing things with your life and I am so proud of you. Gramma is as proud as I am and wanted you to know that.
We love you
Auntie Carla and Gramma
I am really enjoying reading your blog. You are an awesome young man and I love you to distraction. You have done amazing things with your life and I am so proud of you. Gramma is as proud as I am and wanted you to know that.
We love you
Auntie Carla and Gramma
my magical life
9-26-08 was a crazy, amazing day. I will start by saying what is going on in the US economy has affected the car business drastically. Right now a lot of people are “afraid” to buy. I have made about 2/3 of the money I normally would have at this time of the year.
I have complete faith and knowing that every moment in time is purposeful. That simple truth alone, along with complete surrender, has allowed me to “roll with it.”
Early in the morning on the above mentioned day I approached a military kid and his wife. Through the course of about 5 minutes I leaned he was a 13F (artillery forward observer) just like me, and he was stationed in the 25th Infantry Division on Hawaii, just like I was about 20 years ago. I thought this to be very synchronistic.
I also learned he and his wife had just filed bankruptcy, had serious negative equity in their current car which will be shipped here from Hawaii when she leaves the Island for Ft. Lewis, and he heads to Iraq.
I had no chance of selling them a car, and unless he comes up with about 5k to put down, I won’t be able to sell them the Jetta they want. What I did was allow them to drive a car and gave them about 30 minutes of my time.
A lot of salespeople would have seen this interaction as a waste of time and not even allowed them to drive the car.
My next customer was a girl on vacation from Colorado who wanted to show her sister in law the Forrester she had ordered, and she wanted to play with a navigation system. She had no problem taking my time. I wonder if people understand car salespeople are paid on a 100% commission base.
She spent about 30 minutes..having me open 3-4 cars so she could show her sister in law. I learned a lot from this girl. I knew from moment one, that I had no chance of selling her a car either. I gave her my time, a lot of patience, and even a little love.
The next customer was my favorite of the day. My old roommate Keith and I were chatting on the showroom floor. We both looked out the window as our general sales manager was greeting an old guy with a cane getting out of an old Honda Civic.
I ran over Keith to get to the guy. In the car business, this is considered to be “the perfect customer.”
What happened next was magical. I thought I was going to sell him a car. He had another idea.
We sat in chairs facing each other in conversation for about 45 minutes. I let him lead. I think he was about 85. He talked about the 52 Jeep he had owned, and I learned about his son, and the wife he lost about a year ago.
About 5 minutes of the conversation dealt with cars. In that time I think I have him talked into a Subaru over a Jeep. I am pretty sure his plans are to attach a pop up tent trailer to it, and drive into the woods in Oregon and live out the rest of his days there.
During the conversation there were times when he didn’t speak for a minute or so. I knew I wasn’t going to sell him anything yet I was able to find distinct purpose for this amazing and very wise old man sitting across from me.
As he was leaving me he finally said “my son handled millions of dollars for Boeing, and he’s not an easy customer.” I told him I wasn’t an easy salesguy. He chuckled a little bit and said he would see me later.
My next customer was the best. They were looking at a Kia Borrego that they were thinking about buying TWO YEARS FROM NOW.
I gave them my time, and a lot of my patience, and I learned from these folks as well.
My friend Lete texted me at 5:50 (multiple of 11) asking me to go to the store with him. I hopped into his car and we pulled out. I glanced down at the car coming toward us and the plate read 888-!@#. WoW. This number combination is very powerful to me. According to the experts this is an auspicious sign from the universe that financial abundance is on the way.
I got back to work and sat down and started meditating. I looked up after about 5 minutes to see a black Kia Spectra 5 pull up.
Out of the car stepped two of my previous customers. I know I was meant to meet her and her husband the first time, and the universe just reminded me that she is in my life again with purpose. She is a reflexologist amongst other things. Since my awakening I have been learning a lot about non-traditional forms of “healing. Intuition is telling me that is part of why we connected again.
Within an hour I had found them the perfect van, and as a result I am a tiny bit closer to paying the bills.
I don’t always get what I want day to day. However, I always get exactly what I need. There is a higher purpose in all things.
I have complete faith and knowing that every moment in time is purposeful. That simple truth alone, along with complete surrender, has allowed me to “roll with it.”
Early in the morning on the above mentioned day I approached a military kid and his wife. Through the course of about 5 minutes I leaned he was a 13F (artillery forward observer) just like me, and he was stationed in the 25th Infantry Division on Hawaii, just like I was about 20 years ago. I thought this to be very synchronistic.
I also learned he and his wife had just filed bankruptcy, had serious negative equity in their current car which will be shipped here from Hawaii when she leaves the Island for Ft. Lewis, and he heads to Iraq.
I had no chance of selling them a car, and unless he comes up with about 5k to put down, I won’t be able to sell them the Jetta they want. What I did was allow them to drive a car and gave them about 30 minutes of my time.
A lot of salespeople would have seen this interaction as a waste of time and not even allowed them to drive the car.
My next customer was a girl on vacation from Colorado who wanted to show her sister in law the Forrester she had ordered, and she wanted to play with a navigation system. She had no problem taking my time. I wonder if people understand car salespeople are paid on a 100% commission base.
She spent about 30 minutes..having me open 3-4 cars so she could show her sister in law. I learned a lot from this girl. I knew from moment one, that I had no chance of selling her a car either. I gave her my time, a lot of patience, and even a little love.
The next customer was my favorite of the day. My old roommate Keith and I were chatting on the showroom floor. We both looked out the window as our general sales manager was greeting an old guy with a cane getting out of an old Honda Civic.
I ran over Keith to get to the guy. In the car business, this is considered to be “the perfect customer.”
What happened next was magical. I thought I was going to sell him a car. He had another idea.
We sat in chairs facing each other in conversation for about 45 minutes. I let him lead. I think he was about 85. He talked about the 52 Jeep he had owned, and I learned about his son, and the wife he lost about a year ago.
About 5 minutes of the conversation dealt with cars. In that time I think I have him talked into a Subaru over a Jeep. I am pretty sure his plans are to attach a pop up tent trailer to it, and drive into the woods in Oregon and live out the rest of his days there.
During the conversation there were times when he didn’t speak for a minute or so. I knew I wasn’t going to sell him anything yet I was able to find distinct purpose for this amazing and very wise old man sitting across from me.
As he was leaving me he finally said “my son handled millions of dollars for Boeing, and he’s not an easy customer.” I told him I wasn’t an easy salesguy. He chuckled a little bit and said he would see me later.
My next customer was the best. They were looking at a Kia Borrego that they were thinking about buying TWO YEARS FROM NOW.
I gave them my time, and a lot of my patience, and I learned from these folks as well.
My friend Lete texted me at 5:50 (multiple of 11) asking me to go to the store with him. I hopped into his car and we pulled out. I glanced down at the car coming toward us and the plate read 888-!@#. WoW. This number combination is very powerful to me. According to the experts this is an auspicious sign from the universe that financial abundance is on the way.
I got back to work and sat down and started meditating. I looked up after about 5 minutes to see a black Kia Spectra 5 pull up.
Out of the car stepped two of my previous customers. I know I was meant to meet her and her husband the first time, and the universe just reminded me that she is in my life again with purpose. She is a reflexologist amongst other things. Since my awakening I have been learning a lot about non-traditional forms of “healing. Intuition is telling me that is part of why we connected again.
Within an hour I had found them the perfect van, and as a result I am a tiny bit closer to paying the bills.
I don’t always get what I want day to day. However, I always get exactly what I need. There is a higher purpose in all things.
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Number prompts guide me through bizarre circumstances
Thank you Blayne, for inviting me to participate in your blog!
Here is my latest prompt story ... and so everyone knows, I use a book called Divine Numbers by Doreen Virtue and Lynette Brown to interpret the numbers, so any time you see a number definition it is from that book.
I had suspected that my partner was having an affair, and had been asking him for the past couple of weeks to let me know where he stands in our relationship. He has been living off of me for the past year, not really contributing to any of the expenses.
Wednesday morning he fell off of a ladder in my garage onto concrete and broke his back (all of his thoracic vertebrae) and his hip. I went to sit with him around 11:30 that night in the emergency room, only to find the woman there with him that I suspected he was having an affair with. She lives 50 miles away.
She called me Saturday morning, and he has been lying to us both for a couple of months. So, I am in the process of packing up all of his stuff and kicking him out of my house while he is still in the hospital. Here are the prompts I received on Wednesday with the story. I know that he attracted this to himself, and that his angels pushed him off of that ladder.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I have made myself a mind-movie that I've been watching every day, when I wake up and before I go to sleep. It has a brief section that says "My man shines with love, light and joy! He's honest, sexy and trustworthy. We inspire and bring out the best in one another. We love each other and laugh together!"
At about 9:30 Wednesday morning, I asked my partner if he could help me get something down from storage in the garage.
He positioned the ladder, climbed up and handed me a few pieces, which I was putting down. Next thing I know, I hear a yell, turn around and he had fallen about 6-8 feet off of the ladder and was flat on his back on the concrete, yelling and howling in pain.
He asked me to call a chiropractor friend of ours, and I took him over there (two neighbors helped me get him into the car). The chiropractor did some adjusting with one of those tappers and let him rest a bit. He was very shaken up, sweating, in agonizing pain, shaking - probably in shock. The chiropractor grabbed another doctor in the building, and they both helped me get him into the car again. At that point, we decided he should go to the emergency room.
As I'm driving him to the hospital, I look at the clock. 11:22. (11 ~ Pay attention to your repetitive thoughts and ideas, as they're answers to your prayers. This number also signifies a highly creative person who needs to avoid addictive behaviors. 22 ~ Your deep conviction manifests miracles and wonderful, new opportunities. Keep the faith!)
I go in, get a wheelchair, can't find any help, get him into the chair, wheel him to the emergency room, check him in. All of this time, I also had my 4-year-old daughter. They take him in, get him on a gurney and get a collar on him to stabilize his neck. About that time, I noticed that his fingernails were turning purple. We were put in a room with other emergency patients on gurneys to wait to have x-rays taken. My daughter was jumping all around, and I was parked in a permit-only spot, so I left to get her away from him and move the car. On my way to the car, I opened my cell phone. 1:11. (111 ~ An energetic gateway has opened for you, rapidly manifesting your thoughts into reality. Choose your thoughts wisely at this time, ensuring that they match your desires. Don't put any energy into thinking about fears at all, lest you manifest them.)
My daughter and I walked around a bit, and then went back to the emergency room and waited. I heard over the loudspeaker what sounded like "the person responsible for the patient named Gabriel," so I got up and asked at the desk. They said they never said names of patients over the loudspeaker, so I must be mistaken. I sat down and opened my cell phone. 2:22. (222 ~ Have faith. Everything's going to be all right. Don't worry about anything, as this situation is resolving itself beautifully for everyone involved.)
I called Gabriel and we decided that I should go and he would call me when he was done. So I went to pick up my other daughter from school. Their dad was going to pick them up for the night, so I brought them home to wait for a call from Gabriel or their dad to come by and pick them up. I was sitting at my computer, and glanced at the clock. 4:44. (444 ~ Thousands of angels surround you at this moment, loving and supporting you. You have a very strong and clear connection with the angelic realm, and are an Earth angel yourself. You have nothing to fear--all is well.)
As I progress through this surreal soap opera, I continue to get prompts. Last night, I had a long conversation with Gabriel and he told me the truth, and how he had been feeling and apologized. It is still understood that he no longer has a home here, and I don't know if he will be able to find a home. He's going to need several weeks of care to recover. I went to bed around 2 a.m., and woke up to see 3:34 on the clock. (334 ~ The ascended masters, archangels, and angels are with you continuously, speaking with you and helping you. Ask them for help with anything. they're very real and powerful guides.)
My phone rang this morning, I looked at the clock: 8:44 (844 ~ The archangels and angels surround you with blessings, and infinitely meet your every need. )
Today I have seen 11:22 again (see above) and then 11:44. (44 ~ Many angels are with you now. You can ask these angels to help you with anything that brings peace to you and your loved ones. Don't tell the angels how to fix a situation; just ask them to fix it. The Divine and infinite wisdom of the Creator guides you {through the angels} to a wonderfully ingenious solution.)
Just now, I went to have a quick check-in with my angels, asking them if in their opinion it would be in my best interest to sever all ties with Gabriel, or care for him until he has recovered from his broken back ... they said sever all ties. So I came back to post this, and I saw 12:44 (124 ~ The angels are helping you stay strong with faith and a positive outlook. Call upon the angels for help with ideas, direction and courage to work toward this aim. + 4 ~ Angels are with you. Call upon them for help, guidance and feelings of security.)
~ Amy
Here is my latest prompt story ... and so everyone knows, I use a book called Divine Numbers by Doreen Virtue and Lynette Brown to interpret the numbers, so any time you see a number definition it is from that book.
I had suspected that my partner was having an affair, and had been asking him for the past couple of weeks to let me know where he stands in our relationship. He has been living off of me for the past year, not really contributing to any of the expenses.
Wednesday morning he fell off of a ladder in my garage onto concrete and broke his back (all of his thoracic vertebrae) and his hip. I went to sit with him around 11:30 that night in the emergency room, only to find the woman there with him that I suspected he was having an affair with. She lives 50 miles away.
She called me Saturday morning, and he has been lying to us both for a couple of months. So, I am in the process of packing up all of his stuff and kicking him out of my house while he is still in the hospital. Here are the prompts I received on Wednesday with the story. I know that he attracted this to himself, and that his angels pushed him off of that ladder.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I have made myself a mind-movie that I've been watching every day, when I wake up and before I go to sleep. It has a brief section that says "My man shines with love, light and joy! He's honest, sexy and trustworthy. We inspire and bring out the best in one another. We love each other and laugh together!"
At about 9:30 Wednesday morning, I asked my partner if he could help me get something down from storage in the garage.
He positioned the ladder, climbed up and handed me a few pieces, which I was putting down. Next thing I know, I hear a yell, turn around and he had fallen about 6-8 feet off of the ladder and was flat on his back on the concrete, yelling and howling in pain.
He asked me to call a chiropractor friend of ours, and I took him over there (two neighbors helped me get him into the car). The chiropractor did some adjusting with one of those tappers and let him rest a bit. He was very shaken up, sweating, in agonizing pain, shaking - probably in shock. The chiropractor grabbed another doctor in the building, and they both helped me get him into the car again. At that point, we decided he should go to the emergency room.
As I'm driving him to the hospital, I look at the clock. 11:22. (11 ~ Pay attention to your repetitive thoughts and ideas, as they're answers to your prayers. This number also signifies a highly creative person who needs to avoid addictive behaviors. 22 ~ Your deep conviction manifests miracles and wonderful, new opportunities. Keep the faith!)
I go in, get a wheelchair, can't find any help, get him into the chair, wheel him to the emergency room, check him in. All of this time, I also had my 4-year-old daughter. They take him in, get him on a gurney and get a collar on him to stabilize his neck. About that time, I noticed that his fingernails were turning purple. We were put in a room with other emergency patients on gurneys to wait to have x-rays taken. My daughter was jumping all around, and I was parked in a permit-only spot, so I left to get her away from him and move the car. On my way to the car, I opened my cell phone. 1:11. (111 ~ An energetic gateway has opened for you, rapidly manifesting your thoughts into reality. Choose your thoughts wisely at this time, ensuring that they match your desires. Don't put any energy into thinking about fears at all, lest you manifest them.)
My daughter and I walked around a bit, and then went back to the emergency room and waited. I heard over the loudspeaker what sounded like "the person responsible for the patient named Gabriel," so I got up and asked at the desk. They said they never said names of patients over the loudspeaker, so I must be mistaken. I sat down and opened my cell phone. 2:22. (222 ~ Have faith. Everything's going to be all right. Don't worry about anything, as this situation is resolving itself beautifully for everyone involved.)
I called Gabriel and we decided that I should go and he would call me when he was done. So I went to pick up my other daughter from school. Their dad was going to pick them up for the night, so I brought them home to wait for a call from Gabriel or their dad to come by and pick them up. I was sitting at my computer, and glanced at the clock. 4:44. (444 ~ Thousands of angels surround you at this moment, loving and supporting you. You have a very strong and clear connection with the angelic realm, and are an Earth angel yourself. You have nothing to fear--all is well.)
As I progress through this surreal soap opera, I continue to get prompts. Last night, I had a long conversation with Gabriel and he told me the truth, and how he had been feeling and apologized. It is still understood that he no longer has a home here, and I don't know if he will be able to find a home. He's going to need several weeks of care to recover. I went to bed around 2 a.m., and woke up to see 3:34 on the clock. (334 ~ The ascended masters, archangels, and angels are with you continuously, speaking with you and helping you. Ask them for help with anything. they're very real and powerful guides.)
My phone rang this morning, I looked at the clock: 8:44 (844 ~ The archangels and angels surround you with blessings, and infinitely meet your every need. )
Today I have seen 11:22 again (see above) and then 11:44. (44 ~ Many angels are with you now. You can ask these angels to help you with anything that brings peace to you and your loved ones. Don't tell the angels how to fix a situation; just ask them to fix it. The Divine and infinite wisdom of the Creator guides you {through the angels} to a wonderfully ingenious solution.)
Just now, I went to have a quick check-in with my angels, asking them if in their opinion it would be in my best interest to sever all ties with Gabriel, or care for him until he has recovered from his broken back ... they said sever all ties. So I came back to post this, and I saw 12:44 (124 ~ The angels are helping you stay strong with faith and a positive outlook. Call upon the angels for help with ideas, direction and courage to work toward this aim. + 4 ~ Angels are with you. Call upon them for help, guidance and feelings of security.)
~ Amy
Thursday, September 18, 2008
You Write Like You Talk
Hi Blayne,
I LOVE to read your blog. You write candidly from your heart. Knowing you in person, I have had the opportunity to observe your truth, honesty, and love for others shining through. I believe you have found your medium. Please continue in your path.
See you soon.
Peace,
Patti
I LOVE to read your blog. You write candidly from your heart. Knowing you in person, I have had the opportunity to observe your truth, honesty, and love for others shining through. I believe you have found your medium. Please continue in your path.
See you soon.
Peace,
Patti
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