Whats It All Mean?

The past few weeks have been interesting to say the least. Sometimes very dreamlike and magical, and sometimes so frustrating I don’t want to deal with it anymore. If it weren’t for the 1111, present moment awareness, and what I believe my higher purpose is, I think I might have given up.

Two weeks ago tomorrow, Washington State was hit with the biggest snow storm in 50 years. It has further crippled an already battered industry.

The auto industry and my livelihood has seen a steady decrease in sales since our mini “crash” this fall. I keep seeing 11 multiple birthdays, addresses, license plates, times on digital clocks when I get into cars, and so on, that gives me the sense of being right where I’m supposed to be at that moment, even if I don’t want to be there sometimes. Lately, as I yearn to be of service, it makes it more difficult

The last time I sold a car was on December 21st. Two people came in looking for a 4X4, and I knew we were meant to meet from the moment our eyes met. We talked about synchronicity, law of attraction, present moment awareness, and how we both believe we are on the verge of a consciousness shift the likes of something we can only imagine. I think I pulled the car out at 2:22. I’m certain there was more to our meeting than just a car deal. Those are the times its most magical for me.

Since then it has been a struggle. The last Saturday of the month historically is a very big day in the industry. So, although beaten and battered I trudged in today with I smile on my face…through the rain and the snow. My mom is down here visiting from Alaska, and she called me from my son’s wrestling match. I really wanted to be there to support my son and hang out with my mom, who I see twice a year. But I couldn’t because as it stands this month is the worst in 6 years. I felt myself get angry, and guilty, and then I cried. That happened a couple of times today. I ran into three people to talk too today. The trend continues to be people who are very analytical who are having a hard time deciding to spend money.

The first had a birthday of 10-12. When I pulled the car out for a test drive the digital clock read 1:21. The actual time was about 12:15. She drove the car and left. The next customers came in and drove three SUV’s. I spent about 2 hours with them. I felt like I connected with her. Her birthday was 2-20. The first car I pulled out, the clock read 2:22, and that was the actual time. I smiled and said thank you, because historically for me this means a car deal. The second I pulled out read 3:31. The last one read 4:14, and I was sure I was going to sell them something. In the end they drove away to another dealership. What I thought was going to be productive today ended in frustration.

I left work not knowing what to think. I was frustrated and angry, yet I have a sense that all will be well. I was driving down my road and I was brought back into “presence.” At that moment It felt like I was floating or moving through liquid and I had an intuition that said, “you are so much more than you think you are, your view of “reality” is very limited, you will be amazed. I looked at the clock and it read 6:19.

The first thing that came to mind when I saw that combination was that I am a very spiritual being, limited by my current physical reality, and I am on the right path so that my physical reality catches up with my spiritual reality.

The rest of the evening has been pretty magical. I got off the couch to eat at 7:17 and again at 8:08. I get 808 a lot. It’s the area code of Hawaii. I feel I have a connection to that island like I have a connection to Australia. One of my goals is to write books and teach from Hawaii.

The last time I looked at the clock since I have been writing was at 11:31 and just now at 12:12.

What’s it all mean, and why does my physical reality seem to be getting more difficult when in my spiritual reality I am told that everything is working with exact timing and purpose.

Sometimes I think I’m this Guru at having all this stuff figured out and sometimes I’m left in confusion and awe.

All in all I am gracious. I try to give more than I take every day.

I wish you all peace, love and abundance.

Namaste

blayner

The Awakening is Happening

Yesterday I received an email from a friend who deals with 1111 phenomena on a regular/increasing basis.

She is the co-creator of a documentary movie about "energy healing" called "Well, The Movie."

The email was an invitation to a website called " I Take The Vow.Com"

It appears this is Deepak Chopra's latest venture, and what an amazing idea it is.

On a completeley different subject, yet synchronistice nonetheless, I was standing on our lot about 5:30 PM last night when an old Ford Truck pulled on the lot. A woman a little older than me got out of the truck and inquired about used Kia vans.

I showed her our used inventory, and eveything was out of her price range. I walked her inside and sat down at my desk to get her a business card.

I pulled a generic business card out of my desk and wrote my name and cell number on it. I handed the card to her, and she looked at it carefully.

The look on her face was one of wonder and amazement as she looked up at me and began telling me a story.

You see, In September 2001 I moved from the Shelton Washington field office of the Washington State Department of Corrections to Conduct and write pre-sentence investigations in Tacoma Washington.

The woman sitting before me yesterday was the woman who took my desk and my position when I left the Shelton field office nearly 8 years ago.

During the past few weeks I was struggling with guilt and shame over what happened with DOC.

What happened yesterday, especially after sharing my story with her, and my awakening, and all the amazing things that have happened to me since my awakening, gave me yet another opportunity to heal. I believe the universe forced me to do so, and continues to do so, because that is what I need to move past it, and to give me some clarity about my purpose.

It also reminded me that nothing happens by accident or coincidence. Everything, absolutely everything happens with complete purpose.

Thank you for taking the time to read this blog...if you like what you read, and if it resonates with you, please share it with your friends.

Namaste

blayne

Chris Lannan

You are in mythoughts and prayers.

Oh thats right, you know that before I do!!!

Until we meet again.

Cheers!!!!

blayne

Tehya and the Ducks

My daughter will turn four on January 13th 2009. Sometimes she seems much more “grown-up” than she actually is. She uses vocabulary that a ten year old uses. She is witty, and she puts puzzles together in no time. Then there are moments when I am reminded of her innocence, and a child’s view of the world.

I have been struggling with guilt, over not being able to spend the time with my children and family that I would like too.

When I am not living with “presence” I am angry and resentful for not having what I think I deserve right now.

It comes and goes, because I know in my heart I am right where God intends me to be at this moment.

If I live in this “present moment,” I am constantly reminded why I am here.

To that end, let me tell you about Tehya and the Duck.

Today I picked Tehya up from Shanna’s acupuncturist/cranio-sacral therapist’s office. I gave Tehya the choice to go take a walk around Tumwater Fall’s Park, or go play on the toys next to the falls.

I really wanted to go for a walk around the falls because it is a very peaceful place. It is a very good place to meditate. It just happens that for the past three days, every time I have attempted to take some time and meditate, something has happened to disrupt that process. Yesterday it was a call from work on my day off. Last night it was Tehya kicking me in the back in bed. Tehya really wanted to go to play on the toys So I let Tehya lead me, and off we went.

We did the usual things. She made me watch her go back and for across the monkey bars. She is an amazing climber and athlete. Her lack of fear reminds me of myself and Beau.

She suggested we go down to the Deschutes River to see the ducks. We walked down to the rivers edge and saw four male ducks hanging out together. They swam toward us in anticipation of food I think.

We sat there for awhile talking to them. Tehya had all four named within two minutes. Intuition told me to go get them food. My first thought was how I didn’t want to drive anywhere because I thought it would disrupt my time with her. I listened to my intuition instead.

We ran back to the car and headed up to Safeway to get some bagels and rolls for the ducks.

By the time we got back, all but one female were gone. I tore a piece off my bagel and tossed it toward her. She grabbed it and shook it underwater to soften it up. Then lifted up her head and beak, swallowed the biggest piece. Tehya started giggling loudly, kind of like an adult “belly laugh.”

Within two minutes there were twenty or more ducks hanging out with us. The look on her face, and the brightness in her eyes amazed me. One duck in particular, stayed within one foot of her left side during the entire time we fed them

I held a piece of roll by the tip of my finger so a duck could grab it. One fearless male reached out and grabbed it. Tehya’s laughter over seeing this was a laughter I have never heard from her. I sensed wonder and bliss within her. Tehya was experiencing pure joy over something she had never experienced before, and it was magical too her.

She asked me if she could do it. I spent a minute explaining how to hold the bread. She held a piece out and the same male snatched it and the ducks beak grabbed onto the tip of her finger. She giggled at that too, but decided she didn’t want to feed them by hand anymore. Each time I did it, she giggled, and I felt more in spirit than I have in days.

We spent the better part of 20 minutes feeding the ducks. That 20 minute piece in time is one of the more beautiful in recent memory.

I was reminded that although that moment with my daughter was small in time, it was huge in content
The coolest part of it all is I was led by her. I got out of the way and put her interest first, over what I thought I needed and was amazed at the results.

a very synchronistic day

My primary source of income has been dreadfully slow the past few months. October 2008 was the worst month on record in well over 15 years. People are scared. I try to avoid fear, and continue to have faith. When I live with purpose and in present moment awareness it’s pretty easy to transcend fear.

When I am able to do all that, I am able to see the magic in life.

Yesterday I sold a car to a young gay couple. Not that it really matters, except when I refer to “her” twice, it might confuse the reader.

The car deal actually started three days ago. They both came in on Thursday. Their intention was to trade in a car they currently owed money on, into something much cheaper. In the end they traded their car, and ended up owning our car for very little out of pocket.

Yesterday I went to Subaru training in Seattle. We sat in the Fox Sports Lounge at Quest Field and compared cars. Although I didn’t know it, my son was on a field trip to the Seattle Auto Show, and was in the same building, less than 500 yards from me. I ended up seeing him. It was pretty neat. I was able to give him some goodies I got from Subaru.

We ended up back at the dealership at about 3:30. Keith dropped me on the street and I was just going to go home. I got the intuition to do the opposite so I walked inside. I walked in the sales office, and there sat one of the girls, check in hand, after a “thumbs up” from her mechanic was given to her. If I would have been 5 minutes later that deal would have been turned to another salesperson to complete the process, and that would have cost me money.

Today I got up, not really wanting to go stand around a car lot all day. The morning was difficult. At about 3:30 the other girl showed up to sign paperwork. I grabbed her license to make a copy and was amazed when I saw her birthday was 1-13. That is my daughter’s birthday.

I should also note during the course of the process, I learned on of their professions was a counselor specializing in domestic violence.

At about 6:15 PM I was standing outside, letting the raindrops hit my face. I was meditating, asking God to give me some “purpose” on the car lot. I walked back inside, stood a few moments and then joined a few of my peers in the alcove on the other side of the building.

I wasn’t out there more than a minute when two ladies pulled up in a Honda Civic, asking when we closed. Told them we closed at 7:00 and told them to “pull on in.” We hit it off pretty quick. I learned they were sisters. I learned that one was “kind of” looking, while helping her sister find a car.

I showed them a TDI Jetta and they drove it. I showed them a Subaru Legacy, and one of them fell in love with it. On the test drive of the Subaru, I glanced down at the digital clock and it read 1:11. Immediately I knew this “chance” encounter was not by chance at all. She indicated she couldn’t make a decision tonight because she had to sort out some financial stuff and talk to her husband. She agreed to keep the car overnight, then I realized my current store policy on letting customers do that had changed.

They sat down at my desk, and one of them pointed out my “Angel Numbers” book and crossed referenced “The Secret” to the book. I told them about my experiences with the Law of Attraction, Angels, Synchronicity, etc.

Somewhere during the conversation I was compelled to ask them their birthdays. One was 10-21, and the other’s was 9-2. I had to stop for a minute and them realized 9-2 was Shanna’s birthday. I told her, and then I pointed out that I don’t believe in coincidence anymore.

In one day I dealt with two female customers, both with the same birthdays as my daughter and partner. WoW!

I ran out to my car and grabbed three books that I had in my back pack. She picked up The New Revelations, By Neale Donald Walsch, a very warm, kind, caring, enlightened human being. He is also the author of all the Conversations With God series. I told her she could take it home and read it and return it when she is done.

It amazed me as I watched her and her sister’s reactions as they were reading. There heads were moving up and down in a yes motion, as if everything they were reading completely resonated within them. Even more powerful were the smiles on their faces.

I penciled out some figures on the car, set an appointment for tomorrow noon with her husband and bid them farewell. With any luck I will sell them a car and make a few friends tomorrow.

Before they leave, whether they buy a car or not, I will give them a hard copy of this and another piece I am working on, because that was the core purpose of our meeting, I believe

All in all, once I decided to surrender and ask for it, the universe in all its wisdom provided me a pretty magical day.

Go Well!!

Namaste

blayne

Part of the "problem" or part of the "solution"

Thank you again for reading my blog. My hope is my ideas will inspire each and every one of you to action. One person at a time, we can affect change.

I got to thinking today. Here is what I came up with.

At any given moment throughout the day, unless you are asleep, you are either part of the problem, or part of the solution.

If you are living in awareness, in the present moment, appreciating the sound of the rain ,you are most likely at that present moment, living as part of the solution.

If you are lstening to the rain, or your young child, worried about your stock losing money, or the fight you got in at work, you are probably at that present point in time a part of the problem.

The simple truth is, the past is just that, and the future does not exist.

I put about 50 car keys into about 50 boxes, each morning when I open Hanson Motors. This morning it was blowing and raining sideways. I wasn't too thrilled to be there to begin with.

To be part of the solution was as simple as embracing the rain, going back into "little kid" mode, being mindful of each key placement, noticing the birds flying, the red and gold leaves flying off the trees, feeling the wind and raindrops hit my face, and enjoying a warm cup of coffee when I was finished. Being mindful of all the care that went into getting that coffee bean into my cup. From the dirt in South America maybe, to a coffee bean farmer, to the truck driver that drove it to the factory, I saw the perfection of it all.

To be part of the problem would be to continue telling myself I hate my job...I want to write books....I don't have a purpose here anymore..etc..etc..etc...

Don't get me wrong, I still go through that "stuff." At its core its basically fear

To be part of the solution I continue to have faith in a higher purpose. From a personal level, God still wants me to be at Hanson Motors, and if I continue to have faith, and follow the paths and wisdom of Ghandi, MLK, Lincoln, Einstein, Mother Theresa, etc...I will be given the opportunity and resources to follow my Spiritual/Soul purpose while I am on this earth.

To be part of the problem I stand around the car lot with the majority of salespeople and talk about "how bad it is."

To be part of the solution, I am greatful for having a home and a car that runs, and a paid off boat, and equity in my house, and healthy kids, then I visualize the life i see myself living, and the freedom that will give all of my family and friends

Then out of the "blue" a customer comes on the lot whose birthday is something like 9-11.

To be a part of the problem I watch the news, and focus my attention on all the negative energy involved.

To be part of the solution I meditate and talk to God, I pick up a good...spiritual...insprational...educational book...or I pray.

To be part of the problem I continue to focus on how i'm going to break free of the car business.

To be part of the solution, I work on my book, I work on my piece about synchronicity in my life, I write on this blog, I write down my plan for revolutionizing "addiction/recovery/treatment", I offer support and guidance to people who are undergoing radical spiritual occurrances in their lives.

To be part of the problem I focus on what I can get from people. To be part of the solution I focus on how I can be of service and what I'm meant to learn from the interaction.

To be part of the problem I "talk" about how screwed up our government is...and how unfair stuff is...and how our civil rights are dissappearing.

To be part of the solution I actually become active in what I would like to see changed, without the thought of fear or retribution...in most cases, and remembering timing and delivery is everything.

To be a part of the solution I am led by divine guidance, gut, or intuition. To be part of the problem I am led by others, or fear.

Here is a mini reading list:

The Way of The Peaceful Warrior
The Secret- Book and Movie
Conversations with God- Books 1,2,3, and the new revelations, and the movie
The Celestine Prophecy
The Four Agreements
Anything on 2012

Have fun

Thanks for letting me spout


Namaste

blayne

something to ponder

Thanks for the feedback.

On 7-1-07 when I began this amazing enlightenment process I was immediately riddled with fear about the current state of affairs on this planet.

I woke up to all the violence, and destruction, and death, and greed and all that other horrible stuff that most people chose to label as "reality." I started to see through alot of this "stuff" and began to really start reading between the lines. What I saw, researched, read, and learned was frightening

I hold steadfast to the truth that all this "stuff" is caused by some very evil individuals, concerned primarily with power, money, control, domination, etc... I believe there primary Modus Operandi is "fear." I don't think they have anything like what you or I would consider "morals."

Upon learning this truth I became passionate about sharing what I know with anyone who would listen. I want to see change, and it is my primary purpose in life right now.

Mr. Ghandi, Mr. King, Mr. Einstein, Mr. Kennedy, Mother Theresa made it their primary purpose, now its mine.

It may sound odd, but I don't care. I feel Mr. Ghandi's soul/spirit very deep within my own, and according to numerologists (originally Jewish mystics) say Mr. Ghandi and I share a distinctly similar life path. Maybe thats why I see him in meditation...hear his voice...and dream about him.

On a much lighter note..and something that brings about a much higher vibration for me is the truth that I can create my own reality using the Universal Law of Attraction, and present moment awareness. I have been doing it since my awakening, and I am 100% convinced it works.

There are a ton of authors right now talking about "it." As we draw nearer to this "shift" in 2012, I believe more of us will awaken to who we really are, and what are true purpose is on this earth.

I manifest money, positive realtionships, "coincidences" etc...simply by living in gratitude of the moment, meditating, and visualizing.

I am currently manifesting a core group of individuals....modern day patriots if you will...who understands their is nothing to fear...who are willing to stand up and say "enough" but who are also enlightened enough to understand the very simple truth found through "present moment awareness," and who wish to see a world of peace.

A "reality" is only a "reality" because you have accepted it as such. When an inspired individual chooses to create a new reality, amazing things happen. When an inspired group of individuals decide to change their reality, new countries have been born.

I get tangible proof it works for me each day. Most days feel like i'm in a movie or a dream. I go moment to moment waiting for the next meaningful interaction...both "good" or "bad." You see, it's not really good or bad....it just "is"..and its mostly an opportunity for me to learn from it...if I allow it to teach me.

Humanity has been led astray for a long time.

The most important thing to remember is this:

You are much more important than you think you are.
Your life has divine purpose.
Your thoughts are powerful. Choose them wisely. Focus on positive outcomes. Banish fear, it doesn't really exist. "Thoughts Become Things."

LISTEN TO YOUR INTUITION....ITS ACTUALLY GOD TRYING TO GET YOU TO LISTEN

Blayne..Your thoughts are on track. Keep working to affect change. There are a lot of people who have the same thoughts you do. Term limits is by all means the answer to a lot of the problems. I would also like to see the politicians have to sign up for medicare when they turn 65.They currently have the best health insurance the country has to offer. If they had to have Medicare and face Drs. offices refusal to see them because medicare pays so little, you can bet there would be change. I could easily put my grandkids though college with the taxes your dad and I pay. Why can't I keep my money and do just that? Why don't all families help each other and not rely on the government? Why are people who choose not to work given a free ride with things like social security disability and medicaid? I am not talking about people who are truly disabled, I'm talking about the freeloaders I see on a daily basis. If there weren't all of the government give away programs that people have become so dependent on, government would lose it's power and the people would have a say. The people who depend on the programs would have to find their way, just like we do. Our country would really benefit. People who lobby in Washington for profit should be banned. We get more stuff crammed down our throats via lobbyists than you can imagine. Thanks for caring Blayne. Who knows..You may actually be able to make a difference one day. I love you very much..Mom

On the eve of the election

First, thank you to anyone wherever you are, for reading this blog.

I am a believer of "being the change I wish to see in others." In my dealings with other people, especially when it comes to political opinion, I tend to keep my ideas to myself.

Quite frankly, much of what I attempt to share with people I come in contact with on a day to day basis is met with skepticism.

I am very passionate about this subject. I wasn't always this way.

You see, I took most things that happened to me on a personal level and a global level at "face value" until I began to wake up on 7-1-07.

What I see now is evil in the face of corporate greed, corrupt politicians,and power brokers that don't have one ounce of consciousness. These are the folks that create war, violence, poverty, death, and destruction without any concern.

What I know for sure is the fact that these individual's reign of terror is almost over. A shift of consciousness is coming rapidly, and they will have their day in Court

I believed in my government 100%. I believed what they said to me as being 100% truthful. I'm not so sure of that anymore, and it frightens me a bit.

I always assumed that our country's leadership had the peoples best interest in mind and i'm not so sure of that anymore.

What frightens me most, is the thought of being labeled a "terrorist" if I share my beliefs.

Our country was founded on free speech. Right now many of our civil rights as set forth in The Constitution of the United States are being infringed upon, and the common citizen doesn't even know its happening.

September 11th 2001, although very tragic, set in motion the "closing down" of our modern democracy.

If our forefathers could speak as one, I believe this is what they would say:

My fellow Countrymen. Now is the time to rise up against tyranny. Your political and economical system is at the brink of collapse. Here is a very short list of what must be changed immediately if the pursuit of Life, Liberty, and Happiness is to continue.

1. The electoral college must go away. Presidential elections must be decided by a popular vote.

2. Your House of Representatives, Congress, and Supreme Court is to be dissolved. Everyone currently in office is to finish out his or her term and them be replaced. Within four years fresh ideas will prevail. Term limits are the key to success. It's harder for corruption to prevail in this environment.

3. Your tax law is a fraud. You have been being overtaxed for decades. The rich get richer and the poor get poorer. This was never intended. Tax Law needs to be reevaluated.

4. It's time to start listening to people who are concerned about the direction of this great nation. We suggest a very bright young woman named Naomi Wolf. She has a 42 minute vidoe on YOUTUBE. She is our voice!!!

5. Step away from party lines. This is a non-partisan issue.

Thanks for letting me share.

Namaste

blayne

The Law of Attraction Works

About one year ago I made it my intention to be a published author within one year. Today I googled my name just to see what would pop up. As I scrolled down the page I saw a heading attached to the movie "The Secret's" website.

I clicked on it and read a piece with the same title of this blog.

I had forgotten I had submitted the story.

It works

Peace

Blayne

Getting to know my dad

My dad, affectionately known as "pappa" or "papi" flew in yesterday. He spent last night with Kate, at her and Forder's house.

They stopped by Jill's to pick Beau up and hang out.

At the same time, Shanna's dad called out of the blue, saying he was coming down.

It was the first time our dads have met. I think they hit it off. Al is a builder, and my dad was a builder at one point in his life.

Somewhere during the course of the evening my dad and I got into a deep conversation about the current state of affairs, and the direction of our country.

I learned my dad and I hold many of the same beliefs, and are both very passionate to see and be the catalyst for change in our country.

We spoke about grassroots activism. we spoke about self sustainability. We spoke about the way to peace, and about those who understood the way to peace.

He mentioned his injury and surgery have forced him to slow down, and since doing so he has been learning and researching and reading.

I believe my dads fall from my brothers truck may have been thee catalyst for his own peronal awakening. He even mentioned the correlation.

Each and every day I am amazed at what happens in my life.

Today I got to know my dad at a more personal level than I ever have before. I get to spend the next few days with him and I am excited.

I am so greatful to be present, and in spirit so I can enjoy the time with the guy who selflessly took a spoiled four year old under his wing when he was 18, and turned him into what I am today.

I look forward to what the next few years will look like with my dad and I. We share alot of the same ideas and passions. I'm certain it will be an adventure, as well as a learning/growing opportunity.

Peace.

blayne

Good to hear your voice brother

I was driving up Steamboat Island Road this morning on my way to work. I saw a number I didn't recognize on the screen just as I lost service.

I had a feeling it might be you.

Once I hit HWY 101 and got servive again I saw I had a voicemail.

It's funny...5 minutes earlier or later and I would have been talking to you.

Timing is everything. But there is also a higher purpose in everything too.

It was awesome hearing your voice. Hearing some peace in your voice gave me some peace too.

I think the last time I saw and talked to you was the day Beau went up in the aircraft to watch you jump.

So, to answer your question, you have the right number. Mid-day is usually best. If you e-mailed me or left a blog and gave me a time and date window you would call, I would be extra vigilant to make sure I have the phone on and near me.

Thanks for the call. You made my day. I will talk to you soon.


I'll tell Beau how proud of him that you are.

Peace and Love Forder

blayner

One of the main reasons im here :)

It has been a crazy month in our economy. My sales have been horrible.

Through it all, I have still been able to find magic through present moment awareness, being of selfless service to others, and my 1111 friends.

Yesterday I ran into a young military kid and his young wife. Through the course of a 10 minute conversation I learned his MOS (military occupational specialty) was 13M (Field Artillery.) My last MOS was 13F, which is a very similar MOS. I found this to be very synchronistic.

I also learned he had purchased a 2002 Honda Accord from a dealership across the street six months prior that had just blown a head gasket.

He owed about $13,000.00 on a car in its current condition is worth about $5,000.00.

He indicated his credit wasn't that great either. My initial response was to blow this guy off the lot, simply because I didn’t think he had a prayer of trading his car. Instead, I showed him the only vehicle on our lot that had any chance of working.

Our Kia Sorrento has a $5,000.00 rebate that would help eat a bunch of his negative equity.

I took down all the info on his car, and told him I would call them today.

This morning I attempted to call him, and the cell phone was out of service.

Then about 11:30, he and his wife pulled up. He got out first, followed by her. Tears were streaming down her face. Her face was bright red, and her eyes were puffy and swollen I assumed her tears had something to do with the car.

I asked her what was wrong and she indicated they had just came from the veterinarian where they just had euthanized their kitten. I was immediately able to empathize with her.

I shared my story of Tasha...the most amazing Black Lab ever, who was Jill's dog originally, then my dog too, after Jill and I started dating in Hawaii while we were stationed there together.

A year after Jill and I separated, I went with Jill to "put Tasha down" at the Vet's office. Jill and I both held her, as I held Jill, as Tasha went back into pure spirit form. As I write about it, I still can feel the loss. At least now I can allow myself to feel loss, then let it move through me, as if I have embraced it as a friend.

After I shared my story we moved inside to try and help them deal with their car issue

We sat and talked a while. I learned his birthday was 10-09-85. I also learned on his birthday he blew his head gasket and his kitten got sick. I learned they grew up in a town about an hour north of Sacramento. I learned they had been on again-off again sweethearts since 7th grade, and they had just gotten married in early February.

In front of me sat two very frustrated, sad, stressed out young people. From the beginning, based on what he told me his credit was like, I figured I had about a 10% chance of getting this kid financed somewhere.

It seems every “car deal” I have had this month has been a challenge. It has definitely kept me on my toes.

I went out to the Sorrento they had picked out and turned on the key. The digital clock read 1:11. I opened my cell phone and the actual time was 12:47. I smiled as this usually means very good things. Right now that includes financial abundance.

They loved the vehicle. They completed a credit application, and also told me they would trade the Grand Am she was driving if that would help. I indicated it would and we proceeded.

As I was preparing my paperwork, I heard her talking quietly to him about searching the Grand Am for change to buy a snack from the vending machine. I took a couple of bucks out of my wallet and handed it to them.

The paperwork was submitted to a few of our lenders who were open today. I waited until about 2:30, then indicated to my former roommate and co-worker Keith, I was scheduled to pick Tehya up from the sitters and go to Beau's game by 5:00 PM.

He told me he would help me finish it up.

On my way out to update them I was inspired to offer them lunch. I drove down to a fast food joint and bought them burgers and fries. They were both greatful and thanked me when I showed up 15 minutes later with the food. I could tell they were hungry, and it felt very good helping them.

A half hour later I introduced them to Keith and told them I had to get to Beau's game.

He thanked me several times for working hard for them. She reached out and gave me a hug.

I spoke to Keith at about 7:00 PM to get an update. Not that it really matters, because it will work out exactly as it’s meant too, I was just curious, and the money would help.

It was submitted to a few banks with nothing but "turn downs"

A few more that might give this kid a look will re-open tomorrow following the Columbus Day Holiday. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for him.

Whether I make a penny on this transaction or not is completely irrelivent to me. Being of selfless service to these kids was my job today, as well as my son, and daughter, and girlfriend, and anyone else who crosses my path.

Thank you for letting me share


peace, light and love.

blayne

Blayner you amaze me

Every day Is an adventure and a challenge. So did you connect? Were you ready to sell him a car? Did he have memories of the time you have spent together? Is his life on the right track? Were you both more content at the end of your conversation? Our you going to try to spend more time with th kid? How did it all turn out? Let me know. i love you Mom

Finding the perfection in chaos.

Thank you to whoever reads these posts. My hope is that through my sharing I can help awaken others to the divinity within themselves.

I will start by saying that the "car business" is doing horrible. We are down about 20%, and my year to date patcheck is down a little more than that. In fact, Hanson Motors was on the front page of "The Olympian" newspaper yeaterday, with a caption from Vince Hanson talking about how bad it is right now

It has been a very difficult three weeks, as our nation is gripped by financial fear.

I would like to say I have transcended all fear when it comes to money, but I would be lying. I do know that experiences like the ones that happened to me today, let me know that everything happens with precise timing and purpose.

Early this morning, there was some internal store conflict over an internet manager taking traffic off of the floor. There were people stepping in front of other people on the lot to get to customers first. As people get more stressed out, their "true colors" come through.

I did my best to avoid all the negative energy. I tried to joke with some of the other sales people who were dealing with the negative energy to bring them out of it.

It was rainy and windy and I spent the better part of 8 hours in it. When I woke up this morning, I reminded myself that I am here to serve other people, and people are to leave me more happier and peaceful as a result of meeting me. I have been very wet and cold before so it didn't bother me. In fact I embraced the wind and the rain and actually had fun gettting wet, kind of like a little kid being completely in the moment.

We had a total of about 15 vehicles on our lot today. It was a very slow day. Pretty similar to the 20 or so days before it. Two of those vehicles had license plates that began with 911.

You don' have to be a rocket scientist or a numerologist to figure out that number pattern has huge significance. To that end, I wonder what the mathematical odds of having two cars with 911 plates in the same car lot are.

So here is where it gets very interesting. I'm standing out on the lot all by myself when I see a car approaching that i'm immediately attracted to. It was still out on the main street when started to appraoch it. it slowed down and pulled over. It parked and two people emerged. I apprached them both and introduced myself. I recognized him from somewhere. I could tell they were a bit intimidated. We hit it off imediately. I grabbed her license so they could test drive a 2006 Kia Sedona that had come highly recommended. Her Birthday was 9-11-85. My jaw dropped. When I went to pull it out for them, the time on the digital clock was 4:11. I shook my head in amazement and awe and smiled.

On the test drive it kept nagging at me. How do I know this kid? I found out he graduated from a high school in Anchorage Alaska, and that he was born in 1979 like my brother. It still didn't register.

We got back from the test drive I tried to hard close them a few times. I could tell they were getting scared. We were asking $15,999 for the Kia van, and they only had $15,000 including tax to work with.

I let them talk alone for a few minutes and they agreed to come inside. I sat them both down at my desk and started gathering up paperwork. I sat between them at my desk and began filling out the paperwork.

Out of nowhere it hit me. I was brought back 15 years when I was a counselor at a group home.

The last time I sat next to this young man he was sitting next to me in my car as we were headed to get donuts, just to get this kid out of the group home, to make sure both he and the group home were safe.

You see, he had been placed in protective custody of the state after witnessing a murder two days prior. Both of the perpretrators had disappeared, and the group home was worried they were going to try and kill him so he could not testify.

He had been placed in the group home a few months earlier as a result of some family problems. Somehow he ended up in foster care, and through that process, was an eyewittness to a brutal murder of an elderly man that had been a foster parent since he had retired from the department of social and health services.

If memory serves, I believe this man was beat and stabbed to death, then his body was set on fire. The two boys that comitted the crime claimed they had been molested by the man, but most evidence showed money was the primary motive.

The young man sitting next to me went on to tell me he ended up in juvenile jail and told them he wouldn't come back and he hasn't. I shared my story of going to Jail 5 years ago and telling them I wouldn't be back, and I haven't. He told me he ended up graduating from high school in Alaska, after he went to live with relatives

I looked next to me and saw hope. I saw a young man full of hope. I saw a beautiful wife with a child on the way. He spoke of how we all go through "stuff" but in the end we all have a choice to live how we want to live.

I spent almost 10 years in the counsleing/corrections/parole/law-enforcement field.

This young man was 1 of 2, of several hundred that I have dealt with on a very personal level, that I have seen in the community that has created any type of normalcy in their life. I have watched many go to prison, and watched a few die.

Seeing this kid, "being" something for himself and for his family, in light of his past circumstances inspired me today more than selling them a car.

I did sell them the van. We reduced the price to $13,700 in order to help them keep within their budget.

We sat there talking for 1/2 hour while he and his wife were waiting to sign paperwork. I could tell it was a bit uncomfortable to be "feeling" the past, and he acknowledged he didn't "think" about that time in his life anymore, that he had put most of it behind him.

He disclosed to me and his wife he had not shared some of his personal life with her, and meeting me again had motivated him to do so.

We agreed to stay in contact and go out for coffee. I'm sure I will see this young man again soon. He has a very powerful message to share with others, and he doesn't really even know it yet.

I was once again reminded that there is a much higher purpose in all things. Just when I think i'm starting to figure out what that purpose is, God and the universe throw me a curveball.

Thank you for listening to me ramble.

peace, light, and love

namaste

blayne

Courageously Sharing the Journey

Blayne,

It is wonderful to read your blog and see how courageously you share from the heart. Being the example of love-in-action helps others feel more confident to come from their heart and before you know it... a shift in consciousness becomes a whole new way of living and experiencing the best in life for everyone!

Keep sharing the love... unconditional love of course!

A note from Mom

Blayne..I enjoy reading your blogs. You have indeed, discovered something magical. Life!! I love you very much and so enjoy watching you grow and change. You are a wonderful person..I never doubted that..you did... watching you come full circle is true joy for me. I have always maintained that a parent is only as happy as their saddest child..it's true.. and I am now, a much happier and content person.. Thank you for that! Your optimism in the face of all our nations problems is inspiring..my philosophy is " it's all good" I have 2 healthy sons and beautiful healthy grandchildren. What more could I ask for in life? Not a thing. Mom

why I know theres more to it than meets the eye.

I was at Beau's football game today and my ex-wife Jill and my current girlfriend of 10 years Shanna were talking. Shanna mentioned her father's birthday was yesterday. Jill then indicated that her father held the same birthday.

I have spent the better part of 20 years with these two women, and did not realize that correlation until about 5:00 PM tonight.

My brother Ford, and Shanna's brother Nathan share the same birthday as well.

Those two simple things are not coincidental to me anymore.

It allows me to realize beyond a shadow of doubt that God and the Universe work perfectly, and that all things...even those things that "appear" bad, are all very purposeful.

I was destined to meet Jill on the exact date that I did, and I was destined to connect with Shanna on the exact date that happened.

I'm not privy to the higher purpose of this all. That all becomes a little clearer as this "consciousness shift" draws nearer.

I look forawrd to getting to know each and every one of you reading this a bit better, and I thank you for your kind and encouraging comments.

My fondest hope is for a world free of war, and poverty, and violence, and greed. A world of abundance and hope, and joy, and upliftment sounds much better to me.

peace, light, and love.

namaste

Awesome Blog Site

Blayne:
I am really enjoying reading your blog. You are an awesome young man and I love you to distraction. You have done amazing things with your life and I am so proud of you. Gramma is as proud as I am and wanted you to know that.

We love you

Auntie Carla and Gramma

my magical life

9-26-08 was a crazy, amazing day. I will start by saying what is going on in the US economy has affected the car business drastically. Right now a lot of people are “afraid” to buy. I have made about 2/3 of the money I normally would have at this time of the year.

I have complete faith and knowing that every moment in time is purposeful. That simple truth alone, along with complete surrender, has allowed me to “roll with it.”

Early in the morning on the above mentioned day I approached a military kid and his wife. Through the course of about 5 minutes I leaned he was a 13F (artillery forward observer) just like me, and he was stationed in the 25th Infantry Division on Hawaii, just like I was about 20 years ago. I thought this to be very synchronistic.

I also learned he and his wife had just filed bankruptcy, had serious negative equity in their current car which will be shipped here from Hawaii when she leaves the Island for Ft. Lewis, and he heads to Iraq.

I had no chance of selling them a car, and unless he comes up with about 5k to put down, I won’t be able to sell them the Jetta they want. What I did was allow them to drive a car and gave them about 30 minutes of my time.

A lot of salespeople would have seen this interaction as a waste of time and not even allowed them to drive the car.

My next customer was a girl on vacation from Colorado who wanted to show her sister in law the Forrester she had ordered, and she wanted to play with a navigation system. She had no problem taking my time. I wonder if people understand car salespeople are paid on a 100% commission base.

She spent about 30 minutes..having me open 3-4 cars so she could show her sister in law. I learned a lot from this girl. I knew from moment one, that I had no chance of selling her a car either. I gave her my time, a lot of patience, and even a little love.

The next customer was my favorite of the day. My old roommate Keith and I were chatting on the showroom floor. We both looked out the window as our general sales manager was greeting an old guy with a cane getting out of an old Honda Civic.

I ran over Keith to get to the guy. In the car business, this is considered to be “the perfect customer.”

What happened next was magical. I thought I was going to sell him a car. He had another idea.

We sat in chairs facing each other in conversation for about 45 minutes. I let him lead. I think he was about 85. He talked about the 52 Jeep he had owned, and I learned about his son, and the wife he lost about a year ago.

About 5 minutes of the conversation dealt with cars. In that time I think I have him talked into a Subaru over a Jeep. I am pretty sure his plans are to attach a pop up tent trailer to it, and drive into the woods in Oregon and live out the rest of his days there.

During the conversation there were times when he didn’t speak for a minute or so. I knew I wasn’t going to sell him anything yet I was able to find distinct purpose for this amazing and very wise old man sitting across from me.

As he was leaving me he finally said “my son handled millions of dollars for Boeing, and he’s not an easy customer.” I told him I wasn’t an easy salesguy. He chuckled a little bit and said he would see me later.

My next customer was the best. They were looking at a Kia Borrego that they were thinking about buying TWO YEARS FROM NOW.

I gave them my time, and a lot of my patience, and I learned from these folks as well.

My friend Lete texted me at 5:50 (multiple of 11) asking me to go to the store with him. I hopped into his car and we pulled out. I glanced down at the car coming toward us and the plate read 888-!@#. WoW. This number combination is very powerful to me. According to the experts this is an auspicious sign from the universe that financial abundance is on the way.

I got back to work and sat down and started meditating. I looked up after about 5 minutes to see a black Kia Spectra 5 pull up.

Out of the car stepped two of my previous customers. I know I was meant to meet her and her husband the first time, and the universe just reminded me that she is in my life again with purpose. She is a reflexologist amongst other things. Since my awakening I have been learning a lot about non-traditional forms of “healing. Intuition is telling me that is part of why we connected again.

Within an hour I had found them the perfect van, and as a result I am a tiny bit closer to paying the bills.

I don’t always get what I want day to day. However, I always get exactly what I need. There is a higher purpose in all things.

Number prompts guide me through bizarre circumstances

Thank you Blayne, for inviting me to participate in your blog!

Here is my latest prompt story ... and so everyone knows, I use a book called Divine Numbers by Doreen Virtue and Lynette Brown to interpret the numbers, so any time you see a number definition it is from that book.

I had suspected that my partner was having an affair, and had been asking him for the past couple of weeks to let me know where he stands in our relationship. He has been living off of me for the past year, not really contributing to any of the expenses.

Wednesday morning he fell off of a ladder in my garage onto concrete and broke his back (all of his thoracic vertebrae) and his hip. I went to sit with him around 11:30 that night in the emergency room, only to find the woman there with him that I suspected he was having an affair with. She lives 50 miles away.

She called me Saturday morning, and he has been lying to us both for a couple of months. So, I am in the process of packing up all of his stuff and kicking him out of my house while he is still in the hospital. Here are the prompts I received on Wednesday with the story. I know that he attracted this to himself, and that his angels pushed him off of that ladder.

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I have made myself a mind-movie that I've been watching every day, when I wake up and before I go to sleep. It has a brief section that says "My man shines with love, light and joy! He's honest, sexy and trustworthy. We inspire and bring out the best in one another. We love each other and laugh together!"

At about 9:30 Wednesday morning, I asked my partner if he could help me get something down from storage in the garage.

He positioned the ladder, climbed up and handed me a few pieces, which I was putting down. Next thing I know, I hear a yell, turn around and he had fallen about 6-8 feet off of the ladder and was flat on his back on the concrete, yelling and howling in pain.

He asked me to call a chiropractor friend of ours, and I took him over there (two neighbors helped me get him into the car). The chiropractor did some adjusting with one of those tappers and let him rest a bit. He was very shaken up, sweating, in agonizing pain, shaking - probably in shock. The chiropractor grabbed another doctor in the building, and they both helped me get him into the car again. At that point, we decided he should go to the emergency room.

As I'm driving him to the hospital, I look at the clock. 11:22. (11 ~ Pay attention to your repetitive thoughts and ideas, as they're answers to your prayers. This number also signifies a highly creative person who needs to avoid addictive behaviors. 22 ~ Your deep conviction manifests miracles and wonderful, new opportunities. Keep the faith!)

I go in, get a wheelchair, can't find any help, get him into the chair, wheel him to the emergency room, check him in. All of this time, I also had my 4-year-old daughter. They take him in, get him on a gurney and get a collar on him to stabilize his neck. About that time, I noticed that his fingernails were turning purple. We were put in a room with other emergency patients on gurneys to wait to have x-rays taken. My daughter was jumping all around, and I was parked in a permit-only spot, so I left to get her away from him and move the car. On my way to the car, I opened my cell phone. 1:11. (111 ~ An energetic gateway has opened for you, rapidly manifesting your thoughts into reality. Choose your thoughts wisely at this time, ensuring that they match your desires. Don't put any energy into thinking about fears at all, lest you manifest them.)

My daughter and I walked around a bit, and then went back to the emergency room and waited. I heard over the loudspeaker what sounded like "the person responsible for the patient named Gabriel," so I got up and asked at the desk. They said they never said names of patients over the loudspeaker, so I must be mistaken. I sat down and opened my cell phone. 2:22. (222 ~ Have faith. Everything's going to be all right. Don't worry about anything, as this situation is resolving itself beautifully for everyone involved.)

I called Gabriel and we decided that I should go and he would call me when he was done. So I went to pick up my other daughter from school. Their dad was going to pick them up for the night, so I brought them home to wait for a call from Gabriel or their dad to come by and pick them up. I was sitting at my computer, and glanced at the clock. 4:44. (444 ~ Thousands of angels surround you at this moment, loving and supporting you. You have a very strong and clear connection with the angelic realm, and are an Earth angel yourself. You have nothing to fear--all is well.)

As I progress through this surreal soap opera, I continue to get prompts. Last night, I had a long conversation with Gabriel and he told me the truth, and how he had been feeling and apologized. It is still understood that he no longer has a home here, and I don't know if he will be able to find a home. He's going to need several weeks of care to recover. I went to bed around 2 a.m., and woke up to see 3:34 on the clock. (334 ~ The ascended masters, archangels, and angels are with you continuously, speaking with you and helping you. Ask them for help with anything. they're very real and powerful guides.)

My phone rang this morning, I looked at the clock: 8:44 (844 ~ The archangels and angels surround you with blessings, and infinitely meet your every need. )

Today I have seen 11:22 again (see above) and then 11:44. (44 ~ Many angels are with you now. You can ask these angels to help you with anything that brings peace to you and your loved ones. Don't tell the angels how to fix a situation; just ask them to fix it. The Divine and infinite wisdom of the Creator guides you {through the angels} to a wonderfully ingenious solution.)

Just now, I went to have a quick check-in with my angels, asking them if in their opinion it would be in my best interest to sever all ties with Gabriel, or care for him until he has recovered from his broken back ... they said sever all ties. So I came back to post this, and I saw 12:44 (124 ~ The angels are helping you stay strong with faith and a positive outlook. Call upon the angels for help with ideas, direction and courage to work toward this aim. + 4 ~ Angels are with you. Call upon them for help, guidance and feelings of security.)

~ Amy

You Write Like You Talk

Hi Blayne,

I LOVE to read your blog. You write candidly from your heart. Knowing you in person, I have had the opportunity to observe your truth, honesty, and love for others shining through. I believe you have found your medium. Please continue in your path.

See you soon.

Peace,

Patti

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More Synchronicity on 9-17-08- At about 7:30 as I was locking up Kia and VW I ran into a guy looking for a car for his wife. His birthday is 12-2. I don't know what hers is yet

As it turns out, he is a Ranger from 2/75.

In the past 10 days, I have sold cars to 2 Army Lieutenants, one Ranger, and one undercover dope cop.

In dealing with these people, I have been forced to go back and experience the “loss” and “shame” …even in the small portion of my life experience where those feelings still hide.

It forced me to deal with losing my commission as a Lieutenant, it forced me to finally put to rest all the shame I carried for getting addicted to cocaine while working hand in hand with other agencies to get rid of the drugs, and finally it forced me to deal with what happened when I was in the National Guard.

In the end, I have the complete knowing that God, or what I like to call Universal Intelligence, knew exactly what was going on when those circumstances were placed in my life.

As a result of all this pain, and despair, and days when I didn’t want to live anymore, I had an awakening on 7-1-07 that led me to all these amazing universal truths.

Thoughts Become Things
Blayne

WOW...

Hi Blayner,

Carl here. Incredible. Just stunning. As I said in my emails to you I seem to get so much from your insights and actual experiences than if I were to read that next great book. :) I love it. I can FEEL it happening. You said it so simply. When you approach the moment from a fear and lack mentality no magic happens but when you approach the moment from a position of KNOWING all is well and you are abundant in every way the universe responds with magic. You have to believe it before you see it. NOT the other way around. The magic is happening to me as well. I don't look at my bills or my bank account anymore. I pay my bills sure but I never look at what I owe. I never allow myself to feel constricted financially. When financial lack seems to be looming I lock on to the feelings that all is well and I'm abundant in every way. At that point I've had money just SHOW up in the mail unexpected. Checks for this or that. At work I feel wonderful because every day I ask myself how much joy can I experience today. Knowing my vibration is WAY up there I'm attracting and manifesting my dreams in the moment. Its AWESOME.

Here is a poem for you my friend for helping me in so many ways.

" I smashed the chains that enslaved my being.
With the power of awareness I took myself from blind to seeing.
A moment of spiritual guidance, full of pure instinct and clarity.
It blazed outwards to melt my armor and reverse my negative polarity.
Now life is truly with me in all its purity
A feeling so beautiful there is no need for security
All my dreams have all come true
As I aligned myself here, in the now, where its all brand new.
Life is fully majestic as I gaze about like a child
Letting go and releasing, the wolf finally in the wild."
Carl Forsythe

Peace and Love

Carl

The Law of Attraction at work

On 9-13-08 I was standing outside about 10 minutes to closing time with about seven other co-workers, when a short haired guy (obviously military) and his wife pulled up right next to me, as I was sitting in my car, waiting to go home for the evening.

I immediately felt a connection to the guy and approached he and his wife to see if I could be any assistance.

They indicated they were looking at a particular make and model of mini-van that we stock at Hanson Motors.

As I was opening the van, they noticed one of my co-workers closing the gates. They asked me what time we closed, and I responded with , “7:00 PM” but we stay until the last “car deal” is completed.”

They indicated they would come back the following morning. We chatted briefly, I found out they were going to Catholic Mass, and would be done by 10:30. They indicated they would return at 11:00 AM the following morning.

Now, having been in the automobile industry for approximately six years, I know that about 80% of customers that say they will “come back,” never actually do come back.

I knew beyond a shadow of any doubt, after talking to this guy, he would be back.

The following morning on 9-14-08, I got to work at around 10:00 AM. I had to put a jumper box on the van they were interested in, because someone had left the light on and the battery had gone dead.

I started the van, and let it run in order to charge the battery. After several minutes of “charging” I decided it would be a good idea to run the van around the block in order to make sure it had a good charge.

I hopped in the van, looked at the clock, and the exact time on the clock was 12:12. I looked at the outside temperature and it was 66 degrees (also the year of my birth.) I then looked at the odometer and the exact miles was 111.

I chuckled to myself and thanked the universe. I looked at my watch, and the exact time was 10:40 AM….nowhere near 12:12.


I pulled back into the dealership about five minutes later and noticed my customer had already arrived.

After getting to know him a little better, I discovered he was a First Lieutenant in the Army. This was the 3rd Lieutenant I had dealt with, and sold a car too in under a week.

He and his wife drove the van and fell in love with it.

We marked the van all the way down to a “nothing” deal for the dealership” but still were about $2800.00 away from the $16,000.00 he and his wife had budgeted.

I tried another new vehicle, and still couldn’t get to a price that was comfortable for their budget.

Just as I was about ready to let them leave without a vehicle, I had an “intuition” that told me to go look through our used selection of vans.

They both had indicted they wanted something new with a solid warranty.

The first van I went to…kind of as if I was “guided” there, was a 2005 van of the same make/model that had 34,000 miles on it. The price tag on the van was $14,311.00.

This van however had multiple “bells and whistles.” Leather, sun-roof, power seats, heated seats, 6 disc CD changer and a cassette player. I knew immediately this was “the van.”

I hopped in the drivers seat, turned on the key, and the exact time on the digital clock was 12:12. My jaw dropped open.

I had nearly let this customer go, and if I would have sold him the new van, I would have made a flat $250.00 on the vehicle. In the car business, that’s called a “mini.”

I pulled the van up for them, and off they went.

They pulled back on the lot after a 10 minute test drive. They both loved it but were concerned it only had 26,000 miles of warranty left.

I indicated the van was already discounted at $14,311.00 but I would try and add some warranty to the van without affecting the price.

My sales manager reduced the price of the van by $1,500.00, and added a 100,000 mile bumper to bumper warranty, keeping the price at $14,311.00 With tax and license, the “out the door” figure was $15,672.00, nearly $300.00 less than they had budgeted for.

They both smiled when I presented the figures, and agreed on the terms without any more negotiation.

They were extremely happy, and I made more money by selling the used van.

They went through my finance office and signed all the paperwork.

I spent about 10 minutes going over all of the features on the van, handed him a stack of business cards, asked him for referrals, and was ready to send him on his way.

On my two drawer filing cabinet next to my desk was a small stack of my “other” business cards.

My partner Shanna and I both have undergraduate degrees in Psychology/Sociology, and we are both working on our Masters in Counseling.

Our “idea” is a consulting/life-coaching partnership that is spiritually/Law of Attraction based.

I have had this idea since my awakening on 7-1-07.

He asked me what my counseling philosophy was, and I gladly shared it with him. He indicated his wife had a very difficult time when he was “deployed” to the Middle East, coping with day to day life, and was riddled with “worry.”

I explained my philosophy on “worry” and the fact that worrying can actually create negative life experience…or more “worry” as it were.

He indicated this “car buying experience” was the easiest he had ever had, and that his wife would probably be calling Shanna or I when He deployed again to Iraq.

They left the dealership, and I stood there in awe at what had just taken place.

Again, I had an “intuition” that told me to go down to the Shell station to get a soda. I hopped in my car, turned on the key, and the exact time was 1:11.

I looked up to the sky…and said thank you.

Not only does the Law of Attraction work in my life on a daily basis, the Universe..or God..or Infinate Source..or whatever you want to call it, provides me with 100% tangible proof that it works, through numbers.

Since about 10/07 I have been experiencing numerical phenomena multiple times daily. Most numbers I see are multiples of the number 11.

“It” happens to me multiple times daily. I am awoken at times like 2:22, or 3:33, or 3:11, or 12:21. When I sit down in cars the times have similar patterns. When I pop open my cell phone to check the time, just because “intuition” tells me to, 90% of the time there is a similar number pattern.

In fact, I was so intrigued by these “numbers” a few months ago, I started keeping track of the birthdates of the “customers” I was attracting into my life.

During the months of June and July I sold 20 cars. Of those 20 car deals, 15 involved the buyer/buyers birthdate as an 11 multiple. For example 2-2, 3-3, 4-4, 9-9, 11-4, 9-11, 6-11, 11-12, etc.

What I know to be 100% truth today is this. I manifest and attract money, abundance, and positive relationships effortlessly…when I’m in “present moment awareness.”

When I approach anything from a place of “fear” or “lack” etc…the “magic” disappears rather quickly.

Therefore, since I have gained this amazing awareness, I try to never approach anything in my life from a place of fear or lack…or worry…and we all know there is plenty of “stuff” going on in the world today that can keep us there..in those “icky” places.

I call it Synchronicity…and it is simply amazing.


I wish all of you reading this Peace, Love, Light, Abundance, and Joy.

Namaste

Blayne

Blayne..Just returned from Mexico..Hoping we can do it again with kids and grandkids in April. We have some planning to do to make it happen, but I am up for the challenge. I am thankful that you are growing and learning and seeking the life you should have. Every one has days that they struggle. The challenge is to understand what the problem is and work to fix it or let it go if it isn't within your power to fix it. I value you as a human being. You deseve a lot of credit and support for your efforts. We are very proud of you and love you infinetly. I am excited to watch your future unfold. Mom

Hi Blayne

Hi Blayne,
I'm here. :) Looking forward to reading and sharing a great many GREAT and wonderful things here.

Peace and love

Carl

divine guidance and synchronicity

I have decided to start trying to document all the prompts as they happen, as well as what I was thinking or doing at the time of the prompt.

I have been noticing even more numerical synchronicity, as they relate to 1111 number patterns.

At the beginning of this month I started out going back into fear and doubt. The economy has not been great, I didn’t have a great month last month $ wise, and we just finished closing on the house.

I see the magic daily now, even when I move back into fear temporarily. On 9-2-09 I decided every time I started to experience any type of fear with respect to money, I would immediately replace that thought with, “I attract and manifest money, wealth, and positive relationships in my life effortlessly

On 9-3-08 my customer’s birthday was 2-11-1962.

On 9-4-08 I sold a car to a young military kid. His MOS was 13B ( artillery) The MOS I was reclassified into year ago when I was in the guard was 13F (artillery). I keep “running into “special ops” guys with similar backgrounds as me, or artillery guys.

On 9-5-08 I met two amazing people. He had a net worth of about 1.5 million, and they both spent their time travelling around the world. As global travel is one of my passions, and because I have been in many foreign countries, we had a lot to talk about, and it enlarged the flame that I have lit as my passion to travel grows daily.

Her birthday was 11-20-1957, and his was 2-12-1942. I knew the moment they pulled on the lot, they were there to see me, buy a car from me, and share some wisdom with me. There were 8 other salespeople on the lot yesterday…and they pulled right up next to where I was standing. The sales process was easy from start to finish and they paid a fair profit for the car.

When I went back to our detail department to pick up the car it was exactly 4:44 as I sat down

On 9-6-08 I finally sold a car to an artillery officer (first lieutenant) who I had been working with for 3 days. As I got to know he and his wife over the past 3 days I learned he had spent the first 17 years of his life in Lebanon. We spoke about real things. His wife was going for her teaching degree, and their little boy reminded me of Tehya at that age. A bunch of energy, passion, and fire typical of an Indigo or Crystal Child.

His birthday was 2-2-1983, and I keep getting this intuition that I will see him again.

When I went to pull his new VW Jetta off the front line after three days of negotiation, I sat in the drivers seat and turned on the key, anxiously awaiting what I would see. The time read 2:12. The interesting part is the closck was about 45 minutes off because the "tech" didn't set the time when he did his initial inspection on the car when we got it off the truck.

This has heppened to me multiple times

Whenever I sell cars to people now, it is so much more to me than just a car deal. I’m looking for the truer meaning in all the interactions I have with both people and nature now.

It amazes me daily. It feels very dreamlike…especially if I am 100% in the present moment.

It’s as if I am moving along…creating my dream…in a state of bliss…even in life’s “chaos” at times…awaiting what the universe will throw at me next…and looking forward to it.

Most importantly, I have some angel allys that show me the synchronicity in my life…by a very simple yet profoun number patten…that remind me to stay on this path of sharing truth and light with anyone who will listen.

All Great Truth Begins as Blasphemy-


peace, light, and love

blayner

The Journey

On 7-1-07 my life changed forever.

I can still remember hearing almost in a whisper, "you could survive if you had too Blayne, you have been trained.

Then 5 days later after returning from the beach, plopping down on the couch like I used too all the time, and not 5 seconds after I turned it on and the title appeared, "2012 End Of Days.

I remember realizing that what I was experiencing was no coincidence.

I researched this "stuff" for a solid two months. At one point, I thought the world was coming to an end.

I panicked....

And then I was "led" to a book and movie called "The Way of The Peaceful Warrior" by my finance manager at work.

I learned present moment awareness, and started to feel my "connectedness" to all things.

Then I was led to this movie called "The Secret." I remember watching, when my jaw fell open as someone was describing a "vision board" or what I called a "collage." I ran into Beau's room and pulled the collage I had made at treatment two years prior, and was amazed that I had "become" everything on that collage.

Then I read a ton of stuff by really smarts old people like Einstein, and Ghandi, and Lao Tsu and Thoreau, and Martin Luther King, and Buddha, and Jesus Christ, and Edison, and Mother Theresa, and Lincoln. This is a partial list. Most days I have a book in front of me.

For 40 years prior, I never liked to read.

Then I started reading books being written by modern day enlightened individuals. Eckhart Tolle, Wallace Wattles, Napolean Hill, Deepak Chopra, Wayne Dyer, Dan Millman, Neale Donald Walsch etc...

It's hard to explain the feeling I get when I am living completely in the present moment. It feels surreal, everything feels much more alive. Almost dreamlike at times...even in the midst of what appears to be utter chaos.

Then I started learning about universal laws like "The Law of Attraction" and the art of allowing, and quantum physics and other stuff that never interested me at all before.

About 3 months into my awakening I started experiencing "numerical" synchronicity. Simply put, I started being awoken at times like 3:33, 0r 4:44, or 3:11, or 6:11. Always a pattern. Nine of ten times, it would be a number like that.

I thought I was going crazy. Then I googled 1111 one day and I was amazed.

I learned there are other people all over the world that this is happening to as well. So at least i knew I wasn't the only one going crazy.

Then I started "running into" peopla at work who I sold cars too...or who served me coffee, or just happened to be sitting next to me on the park bench where I take Tehya to play...who are experiencing similar "stuff."

In June and July I sold 20 cars. Of those 20 car deals, 15 of the individuals had an 11 multiple birthday. For example 3-3, 4-4. 11-2, 4-11, 1-17. I'm not a math guy at all, but i would think the odds would be off the charts for this happening. I saved copies of all the drivers licenses with birthdays, and dates they drove cars.

Three days ago, her birthday was 2-11, and today his was 1-19. One day last month in the morning her birthday was 11-15-1954, and in the afternoonher birthday was 11-15-1945. The next day his was 2-2, and I predicted it early that morning to the guy who produced my youtube video.

Shanna is one semester away from finishing grad school, then it's my turn. I found a Masters of Spiritual Psychology and consciousness awareness that looks fun.

In the meantime, we are in the process of getting our registered counselor certification. I'm already taking consulting/life coaching clients, and all of my clients are seeing huge positive life changes.

I simply put the intent out there a year ago, and now i'm watching it all unfold and get bigger.

I know it may sound a bit Woo-Woo ish.., but oh well. This "stuff" is the way to inner peace for sure, and outer and possibly "Global" peace by living it.

It works. Theres something much bigger than Blayne Lannan out there making all of this stuff happen.

I see tangible proof daily.

I wish you all peace, love, light, increase, and abundance.

Namaste

blayne

Be The Change You Wish To See in Others. -Ghandi-

All Great Truth Begins As Blasphemy.

A little synchronicity

I walked around for several hours today at the car-lot. Not much going on thats good in the car industry these days. The economy doesn't help. Neither does the war. People are being frightened into not spending money.

The news media has a field day "playing" on all of our fears.

For me, regardless of the lack of activity, my day was pretty magical.

Early this morning I approached a customer to get her license to put her on a test drive, and her birthday was 4-4.

About an hour later I approached a customer that had just pulled on the lot. She had a very thick Australian accent. She introduced herself to me, and told me her name was "Wallace." She had stopped in to look at a Volkswagon Toureg.

I shared with her I had spent time in Australia in my early 20's. We spent about 20 minutes together talking about the vehicle, yet I sensed something more.

As she was getting ready to leave, she asked me for a business card. I told her I didn't like business cards, and reminded her I was the only "Blayne" that worked at the dealership.

She mentioned she wanted to call me to schedule a time when her partner felt better to come back and drive the vehicle.

We both walked inside so I could get a pen and generic business card to write my cell number down.

I mentioned to her it would be best to call my cell phone directly, as I only worked part time.

She inquired about what else I did to keep myself busy. I told her I was getting into consulting, life/coaching, and counseling. She piped up immediately and said she did something similar.

I asked her what type of consulting/life-coaching she was involved in. I knew the answer before she even started talking.

I can't remember her exact words, but the effect was this. She consult's people in how to use the Law of Attraction, and she takes it a bit further.

I told her we "manifested" each other. She smiled and said I was probably right. I spoke to her about my awakening/enlightenment, and told her of some of the amazing things that were happening to me on a regular basis. We exchanged phone numbers, and I promised to bring a hard-copy of my manuscript for her to read, as well as a few other pieces I have been working on.

It seems "Wallace" and I were met to meet today, and I got to experience a little "magic" in my life.

It's a good thing I have been able to get some inspiration from other sources, because right now this business is not the best to be in. If I lived in fear and lack...life might just suck right now..

The Past Few Days

Yesterday was 5-15-08. I accompanied Shanna, Tehya, my two nieces Kyleigh, and Kayla, and my one year old long haired Dacshound Lexi to the beach. It’s about a five block walk from my house.

The afternoon was perfect, It was about 75 degrees I decided to skip out of work early to hang out with my family. I buried Tehya and Kyleigh in the sand. I love watching the joy in little kids faces, when you play with them at their level, and are “present” with them having fun, instead of worrying about what happened at work two hours ago, or what the gas prices will be by Monday.

We left the beach and I was a little ahead of the group. Two of my former Psychology professors, Rona Rubin and Russell Hollander drove right in front of me and parked. I approached them both and said hello. They didn’t recognize me at first. After 15 seconds we were talking about old times at St. Martins.

I went into my awakening with them both and told them I would send them a copy. I told Rona I was trying to write a book about what I had learned, and what I felt I had to share, and she told me she was writing a book on compassion. What a beautiful subject, and something very dear to my heart. If we all understood our “oneness” and operated from these very simple principles, compassion naturally flows from us.

Today, 5-16-08 I accompanied a co-worker to climb a portion of Mt. Rainier, then snowboard down. He had mentioned the idea about a month ago. He mentioned it again earlier this week and I balked because finances aren’t the best as a result of the economy right now, and I felt like I should be at work working. I immediately recognized I was living from a fear/lack based perspective. We chatted again on 5-14-08 and agreed to do it today.

The plan was to climb from Paradise Lodge in the national park at about the 5000ft. level, to Camp Muir at the 10,000ft level. I want to mention neither one of us has any kind of climbing background, and neither one of us had been to Camp Muir. I had climbed to the 6500ft level several years ago to snowboard down, but I have never been above the tree line.

I slept in Beau’s bedroom because I had my alarm set to go off at 5:45 AM, and Shanna didn’t want to get up that early. The alarm went off and I walked in our bedroom to take a shower. I looked out of our bedroom window and saw two deer eating grass and flowers in my back yard. What an amazing way to start the day

The drive up was amazing, and almost dreamlike as we drove through the old growth forest of the Cascade Range. On the way up, “intuition” told me to glance at my cell phone and it was 9:11. All along the drive, and for the three days leading up to the climb, I have felt as if I was being led to go to the mountain. Seeing this solidified it for me.

We got to the parking lot at Paradise, and my adrenaline started going. I looked at Shane and I could tell he was feeling some of it too. We ate a little food, put on the packs, and headed up the mountain.

I didn’t look at my phone again, to see if it had any service on the mountain until exactly 11:11 A.M. As this happens to me I begin to start looking for anything of significance or relevance, or anything that is “synchronistic.”

Our first stop was shortly thereafter, at about 7,000ft. As I was eating a snack of dried bananas and strawberries, a blue bird landed in the tree next to me and looked at me. Without hesitation, II held up a piece of banana. He flew over, snatched the banana out of my hand, and flew back to his spot in the tree. It amazed me. Within moments a man approached us sitting on our backpacks as he was coming up the trail. I immediately recognized him as one of my very first customers in the car business. I was new in the business and didn’t “pre qualify” him. As a result I sold a car that day. He walked past several salespeople before I approached him. I said hello and told him I sold a car to him. He looked, smiled and remembered, then sped off talking about keeping his heartrate up. I just sat there in wonder, as I do often right now, wondering what the odds are for that to happen.

Shane and I pressed on for several more hours, stopping several times. At one point at about the 8500ft level my quadriceps were at what felt like total failure. I was finding it difficult to place my legs in the next foothold. It was painful. I found myself laughing loudly at the pain I was feeling in my legs, and for a moment, it went away. It was pretty amazing.

We had agreed to climb until 5:00 PM. However, as we got higher and as oxygen got thinner, both of us started to fatigue rapidly. We approached an outcropping of rock we had designated as a stopping point, and Shane was about five paces behind me. I started to think it would be a good time to turn around because I felt like I might have a hard time boarding down, as a result of my legs being so fatigued. At this point, my legs were close to total failure between breaks. Shane piped up and said, “do you want to stop here and start heading down?.” I immediately agreed.

We stopped, strapped on the gear and got ready to head down the mountain.

The next time I looked at the phone, after I had been prompted to look at the time by Shane, was 4:40.

Heading down a bit early was a good call by Shane. My legs nearly gave out on me a few times on the way down. Shane said he crashed once as a result of tired legs.

I believe if we would have pushed until 5:30 or 6:00 we could have got to Camp Muir. However, the odds of one of us getting hurt on the way down would have been increased due to the amount of fatigue we were each feeling

After we left the diner, after grabbing a burger and a Guiness, I looked at it again to see if I had cell service yet is was 5:55.

In the end, the entire day was magical. I was called to go play on that mountain. I saw some amazing things as a result. I lived in “present moment awareness” the entire day
Going there, and getting to 9000ft feels like a huge accomplishment for me. The summit was so close it felt like I could reach out and grab it. Going there inspired a new passion within me, and it also reminded me of my limits. Most importantly it reminded me never to let fear stand in the way of reaching my goals

An experiment

This is a shot in the dark.

I had this spititual awakening back on 7-1-07, and i'm going to start writing about it here